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“All my demons, all the monsters.”
“Oh, baby, I can’t do that,” he whispers. The tears blur my vision, the room so dark I can barely see him. “My demons will only make friends with yours and ensure they never leave you. They’d consume you and your demons, terrifying them beyond anything you’d imagine.”
I know that’s not true. He’s only using it as an excuse to keep away. “Why do I feel you're trying to warn me off, but in reality, you’re only trying to convince yourself to stay away?”
He smirks, his white teeth glimmering in the darkness. “Perceptive little thing, aren’t you? Even in this drunken state.”
“Kai please.” He shakes his head and starts moving off of me when something in me snaps like a rubber band. The ache between my legs is so strong it blinds me.
I reach for him, pulling myself up and catch him off guard, pushing him back against the mattress as I move to straddle him. It all happens in a matter of seconds, giving him no time to react.
I feel him beneath me, so thick and ready. He can’t hide the desire. It’s there in his growing erection and written in the creases between his forehead. He wants this just as bad as I do. I’m doing us both a favor, showing him what he’s not ready to accept.
“Stella, what are you doing?” he asks, his voice low and guttural.
I press myself further down on him, reveling in the feeling, taking it in for as long as I can before he stops us. “Something I should have done weeks ago.”
My lips crash down on his in a flurry of repressed want and carnal need. At first he’s reluctant to accept the kiss, but once my hips start to move, my pussy grinding against his hardened erection, his lips open up to me, allowing me to take all I need.
His lips are warm and soft, so much more than I expected, making me lose myself in the kiss. I know he has to. His tongue shoves its way inside of my mouth, sliding across my teeth. I open wider for him, moaning as my teeth bite down his bottom lip. Suddenly he pulls back, stopping the assault.
“Fuck Stella,” he groans, out of breath. His chest rises and falls unsteadily, and I see a flash of panic in his honeyed eyes. “This can’t happen, Dollface.”
I’m just as breathless as he is, my lips aching in need and missing his touch. “It’s too late, Kai, it already has.”
He shakes his head, trying to create more distance between us, but I refuse to move off of him. “I can’t offer you anything. This was a mistake. I shouldn’t have let you kiss me. I shouldn’t have kissed you back.”
I shake my head in refusal, tears making their way forward from the back of my sockets. “Stop, don’t do this, Kai.” My voice cracks as his name leaves my lips.
“You’re not fucking understanding. I don’t kiss anyone, Stella. I’m sorry if I gave you the wrong idea, but we’re friends. That’s all we can ever be. You don’t deserve to be led astray, and I will never be worthy of you. So just stop with the begging, with throwing yourself at me. I will not cave in and indulge in what you’re so willingly offering. Save it for someone who wants it.”
