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Chapter 26
JADE
I know you’re pregnant with our baby.
His confession rings loudly in my ears, slightly muffled by the violent beating of my heart, the blazing fire I feel coursing in my veins, and the blood I’m almost certain flows endlessly out of them. The flames which trail down my throat, threaten to consume every last bit of sanity that remains in my mind, and makes my vision blur with the tears swelling in my sockets. I must be hearing things, it’s the only logical explanation, because there is no way in hell he’s figured this out.
I’ve been so fucking careful, calculated my every move to make sure I didn’t slip up at any point. I’ve kept my partying to a minimum to hide my lack of alcohol intake, I’ve managed to suppress the urge to vomit, at least holding it in until I’m in the privacy of my own bathroom. Hell, even my food cravings which have been bizarre are hidden by my usual, unquenchable appetite. There is nothing explaining how he figured it out.
I need to play it off. I know I came to the mind-blowing conclusion that I need to tell him. I’m not going to be able to hide it for much longer, but now that he’s admitted he knows, I’m suddenly absolutely terrified. I can’t do this, I need to get out of here. “I don’t know what you’re talking about Sebastian,” I anxiously call out, grabbing my G-string and leggings from around my ankles, and trying but failing to pull them on. My hands are shaky, my fingers suddenly coated in butter as I lose my grip on my clothes.
“You don’t have to hide it any more Jade, stop pretending it isn’t real. You’re pregnant. It’s mine, just fucking admit it already,” he yells out, overly exasperated with the situation.
“Now you have honestly lost your goddamn mind Sebastian. I’m not fucking pregnant, I’m not having your baby, just shut the fuck up already,” I mutter, my voice quivering with a mix of anger and panic. “Just stop saying that.”
“No I won’t, and you know why?” he asks rhetorically, yet I humor him with a response. His body shifts completely toward me, his dick still free and erect, taunting me with a drop of pre-cum glistening along the tip of his head. The car is suddenly suffocating, I need to get out.
I’ve managed to pull my leggings up and have a hand on the door handle ready to run out of here if he doesn’t give up this nonsense. “What, Sebastian? What can possibly give you the impression that I’m pregnant. Sure we’ve fucked, countless times, but we’ve always used a condom and besides I’m on birth control…”
“God dammit Jade, stop fucking playing. I know okay, and I’m so tired of you acting like it isn’t true. You won’t drink, you’ve puked in front of me on several occasions, including just earlier today. You eat like a fucking linebacker, not to mention your tits, which I admit have always been perfect and perky, have now doubled in size.” I gasp in shock at his attention to detail.
“So fucking what, none of that means that I’m pregnant. Maybe I’ve quit drinking, maybe I’m sick, or have an eating disorder. Maybe my body has fully developed into that of an adult woman now that I’m eighteen.”
“Fuck Jade,” he yells, frightening me as he slams his fist into the steering wheel, making the car horn blare loudly as he his fist presses against it. “I know it, okay? I know because we haven’t always used a condom,”
“What the hell are you talking about, yes we have!”
“No, not when you came to me after getting into the argument with Scar.” Memories of the night my sister lied to me, pushing me away before she ran off to work for Wesley, came flooding back to me. I was distraught, I was fucking angry, and drunk, but I remember clearly I sought him out. I came onto him, practically begged me to take me and fuck me so damn rough I’d forget everything I’d just endured. The pain, the emptiness, the feeling of complete hopelessness. However, it’s nothing compared to what I feel right now.
Fuck the condom. I swear to God Bass, or whoever the fuck is out there judging us, if you pull your cock out of me I will fucking bite that shit off of you.
There it is the exact words that left my mouth when he realized he’d slid in without any barrier. It’s no wonder that night felt like no other.
“No, you should have stopped me, you should have realized that was fucking insane of me to say,” I shout back, hitting against his chest.
“I didn’t want to,” he utters under his breath, “I decided it was best if I didn’t.”
“Excuse me, what the hell does that mean?” I ask, confused by his sudden change of mood. His head is lowered and he seems slightly uneasy, as his jaw ticks in response.
“I did it intentionally,” he states, so fucking calmly, and I know I must have heard wrong.
“What?” I ask, once again in disbelief.
“I knew we didn’t have a condom...”
“You knew I’d get pregnant?” I cry out, disbelieving of what he’s said.
“I hoped that it would happen.”
His last response blows my fucking mind. I yank the car door open, and the moment my feet hit the cold pavement beneath me, I run. I run as fast as I can directly toward the beach ahead of us. I hear the car door slam behind me but I’m already too far gone. I assume it took him a while to slip into his jeans as they were currently wound around his ankles, but now I can hear his heavy footsteps approaching. My eyes however, are focused on the beach house in the distance.
I keep going, luckily I’m one of those girls blessed with good stamina, combine that with the adrenaline running through my veins and I’m fucking sprinting across the sand, with only one goal in mind. To get as far away from Sebastian Silver as I possibly can.
It’s useless though, the six foot four, two hundred pound plus beast is quick to catch up to me. Suddenly I’m hauled up off the ground, my legs still kicking as my body begins to wriggle in his hold. His arms wrap tightly around my waist as he holds me against his chest. I continue to fight against him pushing backward into him but it’s useless. His erection, which feels like it’s trying to force its way into my ass, is a clear indication of that.
“Put me down Sebastian or so help me God I will fucking kill you!”
“You can try, baby, many have and failed, and trust me you won’t be able to.”
