Page 22 of Lost Without You


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A moment that I realized now, maybe hurt my best friend...

I knew once I got that far in the show, when the feelings for Savannah didn’t go away but instead grew by the day, that I should have walked.

But I didn’t.

Part of me kept holding out, hoping for, things to change. For me to realize Savannah was my best friend and that was all she would be. That it was all she wanted it to be.

I was beginning to realize that wasn’t the case.

And if I heard my voice one more time, I was going to lose it.

So, I closed my eyes again and slowly fell from my side to my back, as if rearranging in sleep. I could feel Savannah freeze beside me—I could even hear that she held her breath.

When I didn’t make another move other than a heavy sigh, I heard what sounded like her putting her phone under her pillow, then trying to settle in for sleep once again.

If Savannah had the same feelings I had...why did she push me away when we had the opportunity to make something more of our friendship?

What little sleep I’d already gotten tonight was going to be it, because I knew without a doubt my mind would be rolling with thoughts of Savannah for the rest of the night.

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