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CHAPTER11
Aurelia
It’s easy to get lost in our little bubble over the next week. Ryan and I develop our own routine in the apartment. He sleeps with me every night, and that seems to keep my nightmares at bay. There’s something about having him next to me that soothes me, that keeps the demons away. I’ve never felt as refreshed as this.
Despite the looming threat of my parents, I’m able to forget about the world beyond these four walls. All that exists is me and Ryan—the man who has me on the kitchen counter, my legs parted, his mouth pressed against my pussy.
I tip my head back as he swipes over a sensitive area, my thighs twitching. His tongue is magic. He knows how to play my body and he always leaves me begging for more.
While he’s content to finger-fuck me and eat my pussy, he won’t take the next step—the one I crave. He won’t make love to me.
And it would be making love because I’m starting to realise I don’t want to be in a world where he’s not by my side.
The way he takes care of me makes me feel cherished in a way I never have. I know my brothers love me. They have done nothing but show that. The way they protect me and take care of me is an indication of the way they love me, but it’s not the same. When Ryan looks at me, I feel heat spread through my body.
I want to be around him all the time. I want him doing what he’s currently doing all the time too.
I didn’t know having a tongue circling my pussy and clit could feel so good.
I had no idea sex was like this.
I trail my fingers through his hair as my orgasm washes through me. My pussy contracts and I grip the edge of the counter to stop from jerking off it.
Ryan straightens, wiping his mouth, which is glistening. That should make my cheeks heat, but there’s something about seeing my wetness on his face that turns me on.
He moves to the sink and cups his hand under the water before washing his face while I slide off the counter, my legs shaking beneath me.
“You’re really good at that,” I tell him.
He smirks. “It helps that I like eating your pussy.”
This makes me shake my head, laughing. “I noticed.”
He turns back to me, pulling my tee down to cover me. “Go and clean up. I’ll start breakfast.”
Kissing him is like heaven. Every brush of his mouth over mine makes me crave more of him. I’ve never tried drugs, but he’s fast becoming my addiction, and I hope I’m becoming his.
I don’t want this to be something that ends when we leave the apartment, which will happen at some point. This fake world we’re crafting will eventually come to an end, and I’m not sure where that will leave us.
Will things return to how they were before? Will Ryan go back to being Zeke’s bodyguard and our relationship end? The thought makes my stomach twist.
I want to ask Ryan about what our future holds, but I don’t want to seem like I’m acting clingy or crazy. This thing between us is new, and I don’t understand the rules. I don’t want to overstep them.
He pulls back from the kiss, his hand collaring the back of my neck. The way he looks at me makes me feel like a woman. My brothers see me as a kid, but I’m not. My parents think I’m old enough to be someone’s wife, so I should be able to make my own decisions.
“You okay?” he asks, concern suddenly marring his handsome face.
“Yeah.”
“You had this look on your face.”
I smile. I like that he can read me too, that he’s in tune with my feelings and my emotions. “I’m fine,” I tell him. “I promise.”
This seems to soothe him. “Go and clean up.”
He releases his grip on me reluctantly. I like that too. Giving him a coy smile, I turn and make my way through the apartment to our bedroom. I take a shower before slipping into a dress and a pair of sandals.
When I go back out to the kitchen, I can smell bacon and eggs. I sniff deeply as I stand at the breakfast bar. Ryan is at the stove, his broad shoulders filling the space.
