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All I can think about right now is how bad I need to release the pent-up tension that’s currently consuming my cock.
Reilly and I lie on each side of Tara. My mind races as I play with her hair and her breath evens out. Reilly’s soft snores fill the silence, knocked out already from all the excitement. I’m not sure how he can fall asleep with his hard cock threatening to rip through his boxers, but maybe he wants it to hurt, so he remembers this moment forever. Just as I’m about to get up to go relieve myself, a soft whine catches my attention from outside the door.
Tuna.
That dog is just as obsessed with our girl as we are.
Rolling out of bed, careful not to rustle Tara, I stroll over and let the sweet little mutt in. Nix’s blue eyes catch my attention from the little couch outside the door. He’s been sleeping out here every night, if you can even call it sleeping. Pretty sure he’s been pulling all-nighters based on how shitty he looks.
“She’s okay,” I reassure him as I try to conceal the slowly deflating boner I’m rocking. I haven’t forgiven him yet, but he looks awful. I can tell the guilt is eating him alive.
“Sounds like she’s more than okay.” He probably meant that to have more of a jealous tone, but it didn’t. He sounds defeated. Like he’s breaking inside at the same time we’re putting her back together.
I give him a slight nod because what the hell am I supposed to say to that, before heading back inside and curling up with my girl, Reilly, and the little heating pad, Tuna.
Tara turns into me, snuggling up to my chest. This girl is everything to me. I’ve dated girl after girl over the years, but I’ve never felt anything like this. I’d lay down my life for the woman in my arms. “I love you.” I barely fucking hear the words come out of her mouth, but I am positive that’s what she said.
My heart jackhammers in my chest. I didn’t know how good those three words would sound coming from her. I’m not sure if she meant them for me or Reilly, but either way, my body is ready to explode from the sound.
There’s no way I’m getting any sleep tonight after that. My mind is racing faster than my heart.
I loveyou, sweet girl. But I’ll never deserve yours.
Sleep peacefully while you can, my sweet dahlia, because once I get you, you’ll regret leaving me again. I love the cat and mouse game we’ve always played, but knowing she went back tothemonly serves to piss me off more.
They don’t love her like I do.
I’d burn down the world to have her with me, while they so quickly threw her away.
She’s gone too far this time.
Coming back to her bed empty and her blood all over the house, I thought she’d be waiting to attack, but instead, she ran from me. She ran from us and the life we were building. I knew where she’d go. It didn’t take a rocket scientist to figure it out.
You can run, but you can’t hide.
She thinks she’s safe in her big castle. She thinks her Prince Charming and his two sidekicks can save her from me, but she doesn’t realize I’ve already got her. I’ll forever be ingrained in her mind. When she fucks their pathetic cocks, she’ll think of me. Nothing will stop me from owning my dahlia in every way imaginable. She will be my wife. She will be my possession. She will be ruled by me and me alone.
Tick. Tock.
Your time is about to run out.
I can’t wait until her little relationships explode in her face. She’ll have no other choice but to come back to me.
It’s only a matter of time before I put my plan into motion. While she thinks I’ve been quiet and I’ve left her alone, she doesn’t realize I’m preparing for the biggest war she’s ever seen. A little birdie told me that all three men have a thing for my woman. I can’t have that, she’s fucking mine! They’ll all die for even looking at her. I’ll kill them all to save my Tara. Some might think I’m crazy, but a good woman is worth the war. She will be mine, and I’ll never lose her again. We both might die, but at least it will be together.
Till death do us part.
Cohutta and Rush are two of the sweetest, most understanding men I’ve ever met. These last few days since the outdoor movie night have been blissful and almost too good to be true. They’ve been patient and understanding, taking care of me in any way they can. This is what it feels like to be loved for the right reasons. This is how it’s supposed to be; it’s the exact opposite of the torture I’ve been through with Zayan.
While my relationship with Rush and Cohutta grows stronger, mine with Marnix grows weaker. He joined us for the movie, but it was tense and uncomfortable even after everyone seemed to relax a bit. None of us know how to act around each other. Marnix keeps his distance, but at some point, we will all have to sit down and discuss the future, our plans, and what’s going to happen between all of us. I don’t like being in limbo, but I also understand they are waiting for my call. A call I’m completely fucking confused about.
I’m living in his home and married to him, for fuck’s sake. Where do we go from here? Do I ride out the contract I signed and stay married for the rest of the year?No. Come on, Tara, that’s absurd. You’re running as far away as you can. You already decided that.
Finding myself getting more frustrated the longer I lay here, I slowly wiggle my body out from under Rush’s arm and Cohutta’s legs. I miss their warmth already, but I have to pee so bad it’s starting to hurt. We’ve been so tangled up in each other over the last few days that I’m pretty sure I’ve spent more time in bed than I did when I first got back here. They’ve spent every moment possible worshiping my body like I’m their queen, letting me lead them and try to find myself again.
“Mmm… where are you going?” Rush’s husky voice breaks through the silence of the room as I make it to the edge of the bed. His dark curly hair is a mess on top of his head, but he looks insanely sexy with the sleepy look on his face.
“As much fun as it is being in the middle of a sexy manwich, my bladder is going to explode if I lie here any longer.” Rush watches me. His shirt I’m wearing reaches mid-thigh, the exact spot he’s intently staring at. “See something you like, big guy?” I trail my fingers along the hem of the shirt, lifting it slightly to show him more skin.
