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“I’m assuming you don’t mean the sex,” I said, pulling one knee up to my chest.
“No. I don’t.” He shook his head and sipped his drink.
I thought for a moment. Was I bothered by the bond that had formed last night? Was I bothered by being Jamie’s mate? The answer wasn’t a simple one. I still had issues that I had to deal with, but those were my own issues. They didn’t really have anything to do with him, or how I felt about him.
I cleared my throat. “It’ll take some getting used to, but I’m not about to ignore how good it felt to be with you.”
He looked up in surprise. “Really? After all the shit you’ve given me since you got back, I thought you might be freaking out about it.”
I shrugged. “Maybe if this had happened a few days ago, but after I woke up in the woods alone…I was so scared, Jamie. I thought I’d lost you, and…” I trailed off as tears began gathering in my eyes. “I don’t want to feel that again. I want you in my life. I want you to be there for me when I need you. I want…everything with you.”
“Then I’m yours,” he said, and I felt the mating bond between us reverberate with the deep unending truth in his words. No matter if we were fighting, or miles apart. If I needed him, I knew without a doubt he’d be there.
My tears broke free, trailing over my cheeks, and I exhaled a slow shaky breath. The mating bond was intense and powerful. Watching him smile was enough to send another spark of desire burning through my chest. He looked so at ease, so comfortable. I wanted to taste that comfort. Setting my coffee down on the window ledge beside me, I got up and crossed the porch.
He sat back in his seat, setting his own cup down, and looked up at me. “Aren’t you sore?”
I grinned and put one knee on either side of his hips, sinking down slowly to straddle his lap. “What’s pleasure without a little bit of pain?”
“I know you don’t trust me,” he said, catching me off guard. “We need to settle that.”
“Later.” I said, dipping my head to kiss him.
Jamie groaned sliding his hands up my back. “God, woman you taste so good.”
I tugged on his hair, angling his head back, and deepened the kiss. The primal need to claim and be claimed by my mate was overwhelming. Reaching down between us, I slipped my hand inside his pajama pants, wrapping my hand around him. He was already half hard, and as I moved my fingers over him, teasing the head of his cock he twitched in response.
“Mmmm, stand up for a second,” he said, against my lips, guiding me away from his mouth.
“What’s wrong?” I pouted.
He smiled. “You’re wearing too many clothes.”
I stood just far enough to strip my shirt off, tossing it to the side. “Your neighbors can’t see back here, can they?”
“Not unless they’re really determined.” He said, shifting to pull me between his knees. Staring up at me, he undid the buttons and zipper of my jeans. He slid them down my legs slowly and his smile grew as he exposed how wet I already was for him.
He helped me step out of the pants, and then sat back pulling his own down to his ankles.
“Shirt too,” I said, as he reached for me.
“Yes, Ma’am” He snorted, doing as I asked.
When we were both fully naked, I climbed back onto his lap, and he carefully guided me down onto him. I rocked my hips forward and back, and he leaned into my chest capturing my nipple in his mouth.
That same need ripped through me again, and I felt my hips instinctively moving faster, lifting and swirling until every thrust brushed him against that spot inside me that made the room go wonky. His hands held me tight as he switched breasts, and I gasped loosing momentum.
He teased it with his teeth and his hands began lifting me on his lap, slamming me into him so hard I could feel our skin slapping together.
I clenched around his cock, and my release came fast and hard as my sore muscles shuddered. I listened as his breath hitch as his own release got closer and closer.
“I don’t have a condom,” he said, leaning back, forcing my hips to still.
I leaned over him and kissed him deeply, “Don’t stop.”
“Are you sure?” He asked, sliding his hands down my hips, and around to my ass. “It’s risky.”
I met his gaze. I knew I’d regret it in about an hour when I took the time to think about everything, but with him inside me, I didn’t care. I wanted to feel him, skin on skin. I wanted to be wild.
