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My nails drag down his back, a silent beg for so much more. He chuckles against my skin, knowing the begging move already, then he starts to kiss down my neck until he gets to the collar of my shirt. I’m not wearing anything sexy. Just a crop top, a pair of leggings, and sneakers.
I feel Ruslan’s hands pull off my shoes. There are two thuds as they hit the ground somewhere behind him in the room. Then I feel his hands slide up my thighs as he continues to kiss my neck and chest.
His fingers curl in the waist of my leggings before he starts to tug them down. When they can’t go down any farther, he sits up, gathers my legs together, straight in the air in front of him. He peels my leggings off, along with my panties as well. I expect him to spread my legs again, but he doesn’t.
By this point, I’m panting. I am so ready to be touched that I can hardly think. I love the way he touches me. My body anticipates it before it even happens. I’m a mess, a complete mess of sensations and nerves, but for the first time…guilt.
I should not feel guilty. I know that my marriage isn’t real. Azar holds zero true affection for me, and I hold nothing but contempt for him. I despise him. I’ve been doing this for months and never have I felt even a twinge of guilt before this. I don’t know why, but this suddenly makes me feel…off.
Maybe it’s because Rostam knows about Ruslan. Maybe it’s because Ruslan knows about Azar. It’s all making me feel really, really guilty and bad.
“Ruslan?”
He hums. “We’ll talk after, Isa.”
After.
I don’t say anything else, I can’t, because in the next breath, I feel him slowly sink into my body. He rests my ankles against his chest, his eyes focused on mine. He’s on his knees, his gaze never leaving mine, and he fucks me.
It’s slow, it’s sexy, and it doesn’t take me long to completely forget anything and everything that I was stressed out about. Guilt? What guilt. I forget about it completely. Every single thought that I had, it all just vanishes.
