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CHAPTER27
ISABEL
“Fuck you,” I hiss. “Fuck. You.”
I try to walk past him, but I don’t get far. Ruslan’s arm comes out, snaking around my waist, and he pulls me backward. My entire body flies backward, and my lower back slams into the desk. I whimper in pain as it slides throughout my entire body.
He lifts his hands, cupping my cheeks as he looks into my eyes. “You want to be fucked?” Ruslan growls. “Then you’ll be fucked.”
“Please,” I whimper as tears fill my eyes. “Don’t do this,” I cry out.
“You want to be fucked,” he says, simply. It’s a statement and my entire body aches instantly from the words.
The anger has completely taken over his body. I doubt he realizes what he’s even doing right now, but that doesn’t make it right. It doesn’t make it okay, and it doesn’t make me any less terrified that it’s going to happen to me again.
He lifts his arm between us, and I expect it to go between my legs, but it doesn’t, instead he wraps his fingers around my neck as he leans into me. His lips are hovering above mine, but he doesn’t deepen the kiss.
“You want me to fuck you,” he says.
Inhaling deeply through my nose, I let it out before I respond to him. “I do, but beyond that, I want you to come back to me. I love you.”
He takes a step backward, then another, releasing me completely before he lifts his hand and runs his fingers through his hair. Then he lets out a hiss before he speaks. When he does, his voice sounds all raspy and he looks distraught.
“Go home,” he grunts.
“No,” I state as I straighten from the desk. “I will not go home. Not until you are with me.”
He doesn’t say anything, he doesn’t move even an inch. He watches me. I wait for him to say something, anything, but he doesn’t. He just watches me, stares at me. I refuse to back down from him, refuse to turn my back on him.
Fuck him, but at the same time, I love him.
“Come home with me, Ruslan. Come back to me.”
Ruslan stares at me, he doesn’t speak, but he’s thinking. This man is so smart, he is so strong, he is so stubborn. Really,reallystubborn. I don’t move though. I stay with my high heels planted in my place.
I watch as his body jerks. It’s as if he has just thought about something. He closes the distance between us. His arms lifting and his fingers wrap around my throat. He doesn’t say anything, his eyes finding mine as he shifts forward, and his mouth touches my own.
“I never left,” he rasps.
“You have,” I say softly. “You have completely checked out. We have one another now, there are no more obstacles. Do not leave me.”
“I haven’t,” he says. It’s a lie, he’s gone. Completely fucking gone.
Leaning forward, I touch my mouth to his and slide my tongue along his bottom lip. He doesn’t say anything, he doesn’t pull away, he just stays where he is. I give him more of me, I kiss him harder, sliding my tongue into his mouth and I taste him. I beg him silently for more.
He gives it to me.
But not enough.
Never enough.
There is never enough.
He breaks the kiss, pulling away from me, but his eyes drift down and focus on mine. “Fuck,” he snaps.
“Don’t push me away.”
He nods his head but doesn’t verbalize my request. He doesn’t say what I want him to, no matter how much I wish that he would just say what I want to hear. He rests his forehead against mine. He sucks in a breath but doesn’t say anything.
