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I still wasn’t sure what was going on inside my head, especially as all the guys felt a connection with her. I just thought mine was different. But perhaps it was the same.
Her hand touched my face as she turned. “I feel something every single time I’m with you. You do something to me I can’t explain. I feel it more with you, Seb and..." She paused and stared into my eyes. "I don’t know what it is.”
“I thought it was because you didn’t treat me the same as the others, but I think I’ve been fighting it as much as you have.”
I nodded. I’d thought the same a few times. “Who else were you going to say?”
Lacey sighed and chewed on her lip, she shook her head and said, “it doesn’t matter.”
“Leave the coffee. I want to kiss you,” I said, taking her hand and pulling her to the sofa. I sat down and she lowered her body onto mine, straddling over me, her knees on either side of my hips.
I stroked her back as we stared at each other and the moment of peace hung in the air. Resting my hand fully on her back, I pulled her closer to me. Her lips pressed on mine, and her tongue slid into my mouth for a deeper kiss.
She pulled back, and her eyes fluttered left to right. “Kane,” she whispered. “I want it to be you.” Her stare not leaving me, as though she was trying to work out my reaction. “I don’t want to share my first time with anyone else.” Her voice stuttered as she waited for a reply.
“Why?” Why did I question it?
But knowing I should argue that we were all in this together, the discussion of who was first, who was last. I didn’t want her first time to be discussed like that. I fucking hated it.
But it still surprised me. I thought she’d have chosen Seb. She and he flirted around with each other all the time. Or Carter, she still had a past with him. In fact, I thought it would have been any of the guys—but me.
She smiled and touched her head. “Something tells me you’re the right one. Probably the reason I’ve been holding out. Waiting for you to want me.”
“Not here.” I touched her heart.
“Maybe a bit there too.” She smiled.
“Do you know what you’re doing to me?” I murmured, but I didn’t want an answer when all I could focus on was getting her soft lips against mine. She was mine. I told her she belonged to me and one day she’d know for sure. Because I didn’t want to share her. I wanted her all to myself… eventually.
I pulled her closer to kiss her again, and her back tensed the moment she sat on my hardness that now rested between her thighs. “Are you sure this is what you want?” I asked and nearly regretted it when she gazed at me. I hoped she hadn’t changed her mind.
“I want you if you want me.”
“Fuck Lacey, I want you. I’ve wanted you from the first moment I saw you. Before I knew who you were, the day I looked into your eyes as you knocked me out.”
She smiled. “Sorry about that.”
I lifted the hem of her skirt. I wanted to see more of those luscious legs. Lifting her with one arm, my other hand glided across the silky soft skin on her thighs, looking at her lace white pants wrapped around my waist. My cock hardened more than I thought it could.
She smiled. “When did you find out that girl was… me?”
“When I was told they’d picked me from our House for you, that’s when I found out who I fought, and who you really were.”
Her eyebrows scrunched. “Do you really want to be here?”
I smiled and nodded. “As soon as I found it was for you. I agreed because I'd always wanted to find you again. I just didn’t know it would be this hard.”
“But you said that night…”
“I know what I said and I still hate my father for deciding for me, for putting me forward.” Swiping my tongue across my bottom lip. “And I was jealous, you seemed to like everyone but me.”
Her face lightened up into an enormous grin. She stopped and gazed at me. Our eyes locked together for a beat and I was seeing her and she seeing me. And as much as Carter and Seb were both convinced they were on this earth to be with her. I knew it was me because every single time I looked at her, I’d fought the tingle that pulsed throughout my body like it was doing right now. This time, I wasn’t fighting it.
She felt it too; she told me and I could see it in her eyes.
“Do you have a condom?” she asked, taking me away from what I was thinking.
I shook my head and she chewed her lip.
