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Sabine
It's beena few days since Trey has been back in my life. The complete change is enough to let me know that I was right the first time. This man was meant for me. As much as I've tried to slow down any feeling that I have for him he doesn't shy away. He lets me have my space and he's there when I need him. He's supportive and understanding when I just want to scream at him for hurting me. When I need him to make love to me he does. When I need him to make me french toast, he does. He's a large part of my happiness and one of the reason's I learned how to open myself back up again.
I've been basically hiding from my family over the past few months and the time before that I was hiding that I was happy but I don't want to hide any more. I want them to know everything and I want them to know that I'm finally happy.
I'm worried that they won't accept Trey but at the same time I know them. They've fought so long to make me stop pulling away from them, I'm hoping they'd want to do whatever to see that I stay happy.
When I told Felix that I was coming today and that I wanted to speak with all of them he was worried, of course. Now that I've seen how worried he and the rest of my brothers look, I'm feeling a little bad that I didn't give him more of an explanation as to what I was needing the meeting for.
I met them all at the Docks hopefully to give it more of a laid back feel but it doesn't look like it worked.
""Sabine, you never call meetings , tell me what's going on . What's happening?" Felix blurts out and I see his chest rising and falling quickly, he's trying to hide his anger.
"First I called you all because I do have somethings to share but I need you to relax. You're probably not going to like some of it but I'd rather you didn't go into it already pissed off. No one is hurt, that I promise you." I say looking at Felix and I watch him relax slightly. His families well being is always paramount to him so to know that everyone's okay that must be a good enough reason to
"Go on spill." Remy says.
"I want you all to know that I've been seeing someone." That news alone gets everyones undivided attention. They're eyes go wide and I see some smiles.
"Wait, not yet." I put my hand up. "The man I've been seeing is Trey. He was working undercover for the DEA with Dimitri and was there when they did the raid." I say all in fact and those smiles turn to frowns.
I do my absolute best to explain everything that Trey told me and at first everyone was pissed. They didn't want me to be around someone who could keep this type of life away from me. They thought I'd be in danger. They were fearful that he'd see something being done her and try to take one of the down.
"Wait Trey, is it the one that was running out behind Dimitri?" Tristan asks.
"Yeah. "
"Hmm," He scoffs, "I know him, he was the only one that treated me decent while I was with Dimitri. He wasn't a bad guy, just stuck. I know something was different with him."
"He is. He left the DEA because he doesn't want to hurt me. He retired. He moved himself here. He's been giving me the space I need. He's doing everything to make me feel safe and he knows that means keeping you guys safe too. " I focus my eyes on Felix.
His eyes go wide. "He's the anonymous caller. The one that told me to watch my ass?"
I nod.
"Do you love him?" Nicholas is the one to ask this.
I turn my head and stand up I do . I love him with all that I am and I want to be with him. Forever. I just couldn't do it without your blessing. All of you. You're my family and I can't move forward if you tell me no." I let my eyes move over all of them .
"If there's anyone inhere should have a say about this man it's me. I have no problem with him being with Sabine. If he treats her right then I'm okay with it. "
"great! Seems like I'm the only one left single! Jeez!" Nicholas says out loud and we all laugh. .
Whatever woman manages to get you will bring you right down to your knees. I can't wait for it to happen. "
"Never! Nicholas says.
The boys all come closer to me ready to engulf me in hugs but Remy stops, "I have a question, if we would have said no, what you have done?"
I look down at my stomach briefly, "well I would have told you that I would have informed you that one of you was going to have to tell your niece or nephew that you scared their daddy away." I shrug and everyone gets quiet, and then Tristan touches my stomach, pulling my big shirt tight.
"You're pregnant?"
"Yup." I shrug and the laughter and love wash over m and my family lets me know why it's so good to finally let them in.
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