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She laughs bitterly. “You’ve no right to decide when you thinkI’llbe ready. How dare you make that decision for me!”
“Let me rephrase that. I won’t sleep with you until I knowIcan be the man you deserve. The man who has nothing standing in his way. If we’re going to do this, I need to make sure I do it right.”
“But even if I agreed to wait so that your morals can be satisfied, Carter will always be my father, and your loyalty to him willalwaysget in the way.”
“That’s the part I’m struggling with right now. Just give me time to figure it out. That’s all I ask of you.”
“Whilst you fuck other women. I don’t think so.”
“Who said anything about fucking other women? I don’t want to fuck anyone else, Kate.”
“I don’t believe you.”
“I’m a man of my word.”
“So you keep saying.”
I grind my teeth, gripping her tighter, pulling her closer. “I’m a man of my word,” I repeat slowly, dragging each word out to make sure that she hears me. “The next woman I bury my dick inside of will be you, and in the meantime I’ll deal with my aching cock thinking of you naked, with your legs spread, your pussy glistening and wet for me as I pump my dick, night after night after night remembering how you made yourself come.”
“And what do I get, Beast? Am I supposed to just wait, to save all my firsts for you, a man who mayneveract on what he truly wants? What am I supposed to do in the meantime? Tell me why I should wait for you?”
Despite her anger, her cheeks are flushed, her pupils blown wide. She wants me to do all those things to her as much as I want to do them.
“Because you feel the same way about me as I do about you. Because you’re loyal. Fuck! Because my motherfucking heart is yours, Kate. Why do you think I just tattooed your hand on my chest, huh? This heart is yours. The only hand that gets to hold it,is yours. ”
“Your heart is mine?”
“Yes, god-fucking-damn-it!” I say in frustration, making my words sound harsher than I’d intended. Releasing her wrist, I wrap my arm around her back, pulling her fully onto my lap as I bring her head closer. “It’s yours.”
“Mine?” she asks, her body relenting, relaxing in my hold. She shifts her hips, rubbing herself against my aching cock, intentionally or not it doesn’t matter, the outcome is the same. I bite back a moan, needing her to understand that this is more than just physical attraction for me.
“Yours,” I repeat, relief flooding my body as she gives me a tiny hint of a smile. I rub the tip of my nose against the bridge of hers before lowering my mouth, hovering over her lips. Fuck, I want to kiss her so badly. But I don’t know if I’ll be able to stop if I close the gap between us.
“I need to believe it,” she whispers against my lips, her voice a long, drawn out caress around my aching cock.
“Will you wait for me?”
“Will you give me something to hold onto,anything, so I know this is real?” she counters.
I stare at her for a long, long time, but she doesn’t close the gap between us and I realise she needs me to be the one to come to her. She has to know that I want this as much as she does, after giving her mixed signals for so long. Kissing her now is going to be both agony and ecstasy.
But I’m more than willing to prove to her I mean every damn word I’ve just said.
“I’ll give you your first kiss,” I say, brushing my mouth lightly against hers, “So long as you understand that I will kill any man who dares take all the other firsts that belong to me.”
“I do,” she says, cupping my cheek, the warmth of her palm sinking into my skin.
“So you promise to wait?” I repeat.
“I promise,” she agrees, but just as I’m about to really kiss her, she presses her thumb against my lips before saying, “As long as you understand that if you betray me, or go back on your word, not only will I fuck who I want, when I want, I’ll have no issue putting a bullet in your chest for breaking my heart.”
“That’s my girl,” I reply with a smile, nipping her thumb before nudging it out of the way.
Her lips part the second mine touch hers, and she grants me access as I plunge my tongue into her mouth and pour every last ounce of lust and love into this kiss.
She wanted something to hold onto, and that’s what I give her.
A kiss to remember.
