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I run my hands up her sides, and as hot as this is, I want to be the one to please her tonight. And I also want this to last longer than a few more seconds, something she isn’t making easy. I grip her waist, and in one fluid motion, flip us over, so that I’m on top.
She stares at me in shock, and then desire overtakes her.
“That was really sexy. I don’t know how you did that.”
I chuckle in her ear and kiss the spot right below it. “Magic.”
Reaching my hand down, I circle my fingers over her swollen bundle of nerves. She responds immediately, swirling her hips, and I feel more wetness hit my cock.
I thrust slowly in and out, taking my time, angling my hips, trying to hit the sweet spot deep inside her. I know I have when she inhales sharply and her head drops back as she screams the wordyes.
“Luke, holy shit. Oh. Yes. Right there. Don’t stop,” she breathes.
Why would I ever stop knowing how close she is?
I thrust harder as she tightens around me. I’m hitting my edge. That’s when I feel her body seize up. She screams my name as I pound her harder, moving my fingers faster, then I’m watching her come apart in front of me. The look on her face sends me over the edge, and I start to empty myself inside her, her pulsating wet walls surrounding my—
Shit!
I pull out, shooting ropes of cum all over her stomach.
I can’t hear anything but the blood rushing in my ears.
Holy fuck.
But also, we didn’t use a condom. And I have no idea if she’s on birth control. I’m an asshole.
She flashes her eyes open and sits up, looking at her stomach in confusion. Then she looks at me. And her eyes go wide. She covers her mouth.
“Shit. Shit, shit, shit. I’m sorry, Luke. I jumped you. I didn’t even think about—I’m sorry.”
I run my hand through her hair and over her cheek. “It’s okay. We’re in this together.”
“I know, but—I’m not on birth control.”
My stomach knots. I know I should be nervous, worried she could get pregnant, but I’m not. I wouldn’t care if she did. But I don’t believe she would. After everything Tara and I went through… I can’t see how it would be possible.
“I can get one of those Plan B pills. I had to take one once before, and it made me really sick, but I—”
“Shh.” I pull her down against the mattress with me, looking deep into her eyes. “You don’t need to do that. Especially if it makes you sick.”
“But I could… I…” She sighs. “You’re probably right. It’s not like I’m gonna get pregnant, anyway.”
My brow furrows. “Why do you say that?”
“Because of my PCOS. I can manage it okay, but I don’t ovulate regularly—or at all sometimes. It took me a full year to get pregnant with Alex. Almost three for A.J. It can happen. But not easily. Clearly.”
I kiss her forehead and softly say, “I get it.” I don’t want to tell her the truth, the thing I wish I could give her, but know I can’t. I don’t want to go there tonight. But I want her to know I understand that pain. “Tara and I tried for years. Never happened.” Good. That’s vague enough.
She looks at me, eyes filled with compassion. Her fingers twirl through my hair. “I’m sorry, Luke. That must’ve been really hard for you.”
I nod solemnly. Then, because I’m a sucker for pain, I ask the question I shouldn’t. “Do you want more kids?”
She inhales deeply. “Sometimes I think I do. I had a lot of anxiety for both of my pregnancies, though, so other times I’m not sure. I figured I could always adopt. Since getting a divorce, two has been enough and then some.” She lets out a little laugh, then rubs her hand over my scruffy jaw and meets my eyes. “I wouldn’t mind having a kid or two with you, though.”
Pain grips my heart, but I push it away, allowing myself a moment to dream as I run my fingers through her hair. “That would be amazing.”
She nestles closer to me, so close I can feel her heart beating rapidly. And then I feel her lips on my neck, my cheek, my mouth.
