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Garrett has a point. Aside from the Feast nights, I have no idea who Tyler sleeps with. Fuck, that thought feels like a knife is twisting in my gut. I recognise it for what it is. Jealousy. But how can I feel that way? How can I say to him and the others that they can’t fuck anyone but me, but I can fuck all of them?
“Ok. I’ll tell him to always wear protection.” I frown, remembering the barn and how he said that when we are together outside of the Feast that he would fuck me bare.
“Where does he work?” Garrett asks, and my eyes widen.
Shaking my head, I shoot him a duh look. “I can’t tell you that.”
“But you know where he works?”
“Yes.” I nod. “It’s a respectable job.”
Garrett nods this time, but our conversation ends abruptly as something like a banshee call pierces the silence, screaming out that lunch is ready. There’s only one person I know that can scream that loud, and it’s my flamboyant friend, Dale Martin.
We get up slowly from our peaceful boulder and make our way back towards the camp, my mind swirling with more and more worry as each moment passes.
“I’m sorry.” Garrett rasps, obviously seeing the frown creasing my brow. “I didn’t intend for that conversation to get so intense given the crap you are dealing with at the moment. I just really want to be upfront and honest about things, so there’s no confusion, and you don’t take my rejection personally.”
I smile up at Garrett as we walk, feeling a little better at his words, and I playfully nudge his shoulder.
“So basically, what you’re saying is, Marcus is the one cock blocking us?”
Garrett chuckles. “Yes, George. You can blame Marcus for keeping my gigantic cock from meeting your Kitty.”
His tone is playful, and I throw my head back, laughing before bringing my camera up and snapping a picture of the rare smile Garrett offers the world.
“You and Bossi are talking it up a fair bit. I hope I’m not going to be disappointed when you finally introduce me to your mammoth shlong.”
“Oh, don’t worry. You won’t be disappointed. Once you have it, you’ll be hooked.”
Well shit. Kitty is wide awake now. I can’t do anything to sate her since we are surrounded by parents and siblings.
Ugh! FML!
About an hour after we eat, all the parents finally leave us to our fun. We plunge into a drinking session while playing Cards Against Humanity. My guys are keeping their distance, not touching me, but still sitting on either side of me, making sure to get me a drink when I’m empty or to feed me food when they think it’s been too long since I’ve eaten. It takes a couple of hours for me to relax into my usual self, all but the sexual innuendos I typically throw around.
I can’t bring myself to talk about sex in a playful way unless it's directly to one of my guys. Even then, it’s nearly non-existent. I may have had video sex yesterday and talked of Garrett’s mammoth dick earlier, but my connection with sex is waning.
Am I no longer a sex addict?
Was I ever one?
What the fuck is wrong with me?
“I’m over this game. Can we play something else?” Dale whinges and tosses his cards on the small camp table in front of him.
“Wanna play strip poker?” Bell asks, “Hastings loves to get naked.”
“She’s right. I do love to get my gear off.” Simon grins goofily, Bieber flicking his blonde hair back.
“That’s why you lose poker all the time, isn’t it, Simon?” Bell stands and tosses her cards on the table too. “So you can show me your dick?”
“He won’t be showing you his dick anymore, Bell!” I hiss, the words escaping me before I even realise what’s happening.
“Rarrr! Got your claws out for one of your fuck buddies, hey Rhys? Are theyalloff-limits?”
I bolt up from my camp chair. “What the fuck is your problem, Bell?”
“I guess I don’t like greedy bitches. Maybe some of the other girls want a good fuck. Doesn’t seem fair that you take all the meat.”
