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I stare into her eyes as I lay her back down, wishing it would just be us from here on out. I force myself to block out reality, because I know all too well that we'll be back to it long before we're ready to be. Instead I revel in this little bit of time we've carved out together.
Dropping my lips to hers once more, I kiss her like I'm going to die without her, pouring everything I feel for her into it. My pain, my desire… my regrets.
"I love you, K. I’m so sorry. I love you so fucking much," I whisper against her skin as I drop my lips to her breasts, sucking one nipple then the other into my mouth, making her cry out in pleasure. My mouth waters to suck on her skin, to leave little reminders that I've been here, that she's mine, but the little voice that won't leave me reminds me that I can't. We can't leave any evidence that we were together.
I crawl lower down her body, kissing every bit of skin I find until I hit the waistband of her jeans. I pop the button and pull, needing her bare for me.
She lifts her hips to help me, and in seconds the fabric is free of her. I sit back on my haunches and look her over. She's so fucking perfect, I can barely stand it.
Her chest heaves, her rosy pink nipples rising and falling in quick succession, teasing me. The ink on her arms flexes as her fists clench in the sheets beneath her, her impatience getting to be too much. I run my eyes down to her slim waist, her full hips, and then the place that has my mouth watering for her.
Wrapping my fingers around her ankles, I spread her legs wide and plant her feet on the bed, opening her up for me.
Her pussy is swollen and slick.
"What do you need, K?"
"Conner," she moans, her hips grinding in her need for friction.
"Tell me, babe. I'm not giving you anything until you tell me."
"You, Conner. Always you." I quirk a brow and wait for her to be more specific. "Your mouth, your fingers, your cock. All of it, Conner. Please." Her voice is almost begging. "All of it, Conner. Make it all go away and replace it with nothing but you."
"Fuck." How am I meant to deny her anything when she talks to me like that?
Pressing my palms against her inner thighs, I spread her wider and dive for her pussy. I lick up the length of her as she squirms beneath me. "That what you need, babe?" I keep my voice low, allowing the vibrations from each word to drive her crazy.
Her fingers thread into my hair and she tugs me closer to ensure I give her what she needs. Circling her clit with my tongue, I vary the speed, knowing that it's only going to drive her higher.
"Conner," she squeals when I slow down once again. "Please, Con. I need—"
"I know what you need." I circle one digit around her entrance, smiling as she desperately tries to suck me in deeper. "But you're not getting it, yet."
"God, Conner," she cries, her back arching as I slide two fingers deep inside her, finding her g-spot. I rub at it while my tongue continues to circle her clit. Her grip on my hair is almost painful and I watch as her eyes slam shut and her head thrashes about as her release gets within touching distance.
"Yes, yes," she cries. Just before I know she's going to fall, I can't help myself and my teeth graze her clit, ensuring the bite of pain will send her higher. "Conner," she screams as her entire body locks tight for a beat before she begins to convulse around me.
I don't stop until she's ridden out every second of her release.
"Fucking love watching you lose control," I admit, crawling back up her body and crashing my lips to hers. She moans when she tastes herself and I lick deeper into her mouth, ensuring that I'm searing myself into her soul so she remembers this long after we've parted. I need her to have something to latch onto when shit gets hard.
There are only a few days until her birthday. I know this is all coming to an end, but those few days must feel like a lifetime to her right now, being locked inside that trailer with that monster.
"Conner, I need more. I need to feel you inside me, please. I need you to show me. I-I need you to show me that you meant what you said."
As I pull back from her, a frown forms on my brow as I try to work out what she means. "Shit, K. I wouldn't lie to you about that," I say, realizing what she's talking about. "I want you. No matter what." I brush my thumb over her bottom lip before climbing from the bed to show her just how true those words are.
I toe my shoes off and drop both my pants and boxers to the floor. Taking myself in hand, I show her exactly what she does to me.
I jack myself a couple of times, ensuring she's watching me. "Just you, babe. No one else does this to me. Nothing, and I mean nothing, is ever going to change that."
She nods, watching me with hooded, desire-filled eyes.
Reaching down, I slide my hand into my pants pocket and pull out something that I hate to use with her, but I know we'd be reckless if we didn't.
She doesn't notice right away, and my heart slams in my chest, not knowing how she's going to react to me putting a barrier between us, but I know it's the right thing to do.
The most important thing about right now is us being smart. That cunt has already proven that he's too clever for his own good, despite the fact that he's fucking stupid for thinking he could go up against James Jagger—or at least I fucking hope it's a stupid move and Dad is as trustworthy as he makes himself out to be.
