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“Alex?”
I shake my head, pushing away any thoughts on being alone with Seth, yet my face still flushes with embarrassment, realizing I’ve been staring far too long. “Sorry, what?”
Seth chuckles and steps toward me, stopping in front of me, just close enough I can lean forward and give him a kiss. It’s too close, too dangerous. “How was the event?” He asks while tilting his head.
The way he’s looking at me makes me want to grab him and push him up against the counter. My hands fist to keep myself from acting on my desires, but it’s so tempting. It would be so easy.
“It was great,” I say simply, unable to articulate anything more. “Busy.”
“You do seem exhausted.”
Is it my imagination, or is Seth leaning toward me? He’s so close. I can practically count his lashes. His arm brushes against mine and a shiver ripples through me. Heat pulls in my groin, and I clench my jaw to keep from groaning. I’m so sensitive. I haven’t even been able to jerk off. Since my room in New York was paid for, I had two other roommates. No time for “alone time”. And Seth, the way he’s looking at me, the way he’s smiling up at me, it’s nearly torture not being able to act on my desires.
Maybe I should bring up Susan’s offer? At that though, the heat within me cools and I feel something akin to worry and sadness take hold of me. What will he say? What will he do if I tell him? Would he leave me and go upstairs? A part of me truly wants to find out. Somehow, I feel like it’s important I tell him. Like it will be a test—to see how much he cares for me. Will he support me? Or will he get angry?
“Seth,” I begin, “Susan—”
Before I can finish that sentence, Seth’s lips are on mine. I moan as I feel his tongue enter me, stroking mine, stirring the heat inside me. His hands wrap around my neck as my arms circle his waist, drawing him closer. I kiss him as if I haven’t seen him in years, as if I’m going off to war and will never see him again.
“I’m so sorry,” Seth says between kisses. “I shouldn’t have gotten so upset before.”
I can barely understand his words. All I can think about is how I want his tongue on other parts of my body, how I want to take him upstairs and fuck him until he can no longer think of anyone else but me.
“I just knew how much I was going to miss you,” Seth says, drawing away from me and staring deep into my eyes. His fingers caress my hair, my cheeks. “And I hate talking about my feelings. I hope… you can forgive me?”
There’s no way I can bring up Susan’s proposal. Not now when we’re having this sweet moment. I will bring it up later, possibly tomorrow morning when we’re in bed together, where there is no way he will be able to run away from me and we can have a serious talk about… well… us.
“Of course I forgive you,” I whisper before seizing his mouth.
I pull him closer, grinding my hips against his. My heart flutters at the gasp I receive and I kiss him deeper, my tongue stroking his, my hands running down his back to cup his ass. I groan as I feel how hard he is for me. My mind feels so fuzzy. I don’t want to hold anything back, not any longer. I don’t care if Hunter and Lucas hear us.
I push Seth against the counter. His hands undo my jeans and I shudder as he cups my hardening dick through my boxers. I rub myself against him as I continue to fuck his mouth with my tongue, thinking of all the dirty things I want to do to him.
“Alex,” Seth whispers harshly, turning his face away from me.
I kiss his ear sloppily, running my tongue over the shell of his ear.
“Not so loud.”
He shudders as I suck on his earlobe. I kiss a trail down his neck, my teeth grazing against the sensitive skin. His hands cling to my shoulders. He bites his bottom lip while he clamps his eyes close. I want to kiss him so bad. I never want to stop kissing him. He’s so fucking hot. I want him naked and panting underneath me.
“Seth,” I breathe into his ear, earning a shudder. “There are so many things I’ve dreamt of doing to you on this trip. So many things I want to try.”
Seth shudders and turns around in my hold. His hands brace against the counter while I rub my hardening dick against his ass. I groan again and inhale the coconut smell permeating from his hair. He must have used Rachel’s shampoo. It smells absolutely-
“Alex,” Seth says angrily. “Stop being so loud. You’re going to wake the others.”
I stop what I’m doing. By others, he means Lucas and Hunter. “So what?”
Seth glances over his shoulder and scowls at me. “What do you mean, ‘so what’? You know I’m not ready for them to find out.”
“Yeah, yeah, I know,” I say while releasing him and stepping to the far side of the kitchen. “But, I’m pretty sure, if they haven’t heard us by now, they won’t ever will.”
Seth turns around, his scowl darkening on me. “You don’t know that.”
“And you don’t know either,” I spit out. “God, Seth, all you ever care about is what other people think.”
Seth rolls his eyes. “No, I don’t. And maybe, Alex, you should care more.”
