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Chapter One

Justin

I unzip the window of my Jeep and greet the beachy Florida air.

I am still about twenty minutes away from the house and already, I need a cold shower.

I am twenty minutes from seeing Beth Conn again.

Ms. Conn.

My best friend’s mom.

The center of my fantasies since I was twelve years old.

I practically lived at my friend Paul’s house in high school, and that meant that I sawa lotof Ms. Conn.

It was torture.

She was young and beautiful and single.

One time, when I was sixteen, I saw her cross the hallway in a towel and I pleasured myself to that fantasy until graduation.

I drove myself crazy wondering about what she looked like under there. I lost my mind thinking about how close I was to seeing it all for myself.

“Justin,” Ms. Conn had said, my name like an addiction on her tongue. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t realize you were here.”

And then she disappeared quickly into her bedroom.

At the time, I wondered if she wanted me to follow behind her, lock the door behind us, and take her right then and there.

I laugh about that now.

I was just a kid.

I was her son’s best friend.

She packed our lunches for us to bring to school. She took pictures of Paul and I with our dates before prom. She even took care of us when we got sick from drinking too much for the first time.

But still, I can’t help but think about her now in the way I thought about her then.

I wonder if she will be impressed when she sees me again.

I’m not the scrawny boy that I was back when she knew me. I am built now. After spending every morning in the gym, my body has grown muscles I never even knew that I had. I’m taller, too. Tall enough to take her in my arms and make her feel protected and cared for.

I make a good living, too.

I own a consulting firm. I’m the fucking boss.

She will have to be impressed by that, right?

God.

I should have said no when Paul invited me on this trip.

He called me to ask if I wanted to spend the week with him and Beth at Violet Dunes beach and he practically begged.

“Dude, we never see each other anymore,” he said. “Plus, we could both use a break. We work too much.”

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