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Wren’s eyes get dreamy, and she sighs dramatically. “It was…awkward.”
I snicker. “Well of course it was awkward! What did you expect it to be like?”
“I don’t know! Like the movies, I guess. All hot and passionate! LikeThe Notebook.”
“Wren, really?”
“Okay fine. Ben’s not Ryan Gosling but he is dreamy. And we’ve been doing other stuff for months now. And I’ve told you about his wicked tongue.”
I shake my head. “Yes, you have. Several times.”
“Well, I just assumed his dick would be just as magical.”
“He’s a teenage boy.”
“Okay, but I think for a dick it’s pretty big. I just thought...”
“It would be like that porn we watched?” My cheeks flush at the memory. We’d found Mom’s stash while she was out of town last month and binged a few classics likeJungle BeaverandA Few Hard Men. I’ll never be the same again.
“Well, maybe a little…”
I try not to roll my eyes. “Okay, well tell me the details. I need to know.”
Her green eyes stare into mine, serious. “First, you have to promise you won’t tell. If Ben found out I’d told you, he’d break up with me, STAT.”
“You know I’m a vault. I’ll never spill.”
She takes a steadying breath. “After school got out, we were making out near my car in the back parking lot. He had his hand up my skirt and I don’t know... it just felt right. So, we drove back to my place since my mom and dad were still at work, and we had sex.”
“And you came here right afterward? It must have been REALLY bad then, huh?” I tease.
Wren shoves me. “He had to go to work. It’s his first day at the movie theater. He couldn’t be late.”
That makes sense. “But back to the sex… what was it like? What did it feel like? Do you feel different?”
“It was… fast. Like oversofast. I didn’t have the big O like when he goes down on me or uses his fingers. We didn’t have time. He put a condom on, went inside, and after like… a minute… it was over.”
I internally sigh. I may have never had sex before, but I knew enough from reading books and listening to my sex-positive mom yap that teenage boys weren’t known for lasting long. Especially their first time. I actually felt a little bad for Ben.
Wren reads my mind. “I can tell by your face you feel bad for him. Don’t worry, I told him it was great. I think he thought it would last longer too.”
The room fills with silence for a moment before I ask, “Did it hurt?”
“As you know, Ben is not small. So, let’s just say I might have shed a tear or two.”
My stomach twists. “Are you okay?”
Wren smiles. “Totally fine. I’m over it now. Like I said, it didn’t last too long. But I do want to try again. I guess I thought I would feel different, but I just feel like I had sex for the first time with the guy I love, and it wasn’t what I expected. I’m happy though.”
“Love, huh?”
Wren blushes. “Yeah, of course I love him. I’ve known for a while now, but we said it in the parking lot and then… you know the rest.”
“I’m sure it will get better once you experiment a bit.”
“That’s what he said too. And don’t get me wrong, it was still nice, and I’m ecstatic about it. I’m def sore right now,” she blushes.
I lean forward and hug her again. “I’m so, so, happy for you Wren.”
