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"No, it's a gift from your mate,” she says. Another woman walks in with a triangle-shaped pillow and a sheet.
My mate growls at the new woman who glares back at her.
"Don't worry about her, lift your bum up for me and take off your pants" Estella tells her.
"My pants?" She asks.
"Yes, you need to remove them. I know it's a little strange, but I promise I will be gentle, you want to see him don’t you?" Estella asks her.
My mate hesitantly does what she asks, removing her pants and Estella places the pillow under her bum making her lay awkwardly on the bed.
"You promise I will get to see him?" She asks and Estella nods.
"Yes, but you have to stay very still and lay on your back for an hour. You do that for me, and I will let you see him,” she says. Estella drapes a blanket over her before pushing her knees up. The other woman leaves before returning with some long string with what looked like a balloon attached to the end. That's when I realized what they were doing. This is how she got pregnant. When they were done Estella told her to remain still and not move. My mate does what she is told, twiddling her fingers looking at the ceiling. I skipped the recording for an hour wanting to know who her mate was. I noticed she never left the cell in any of the videos when they experimented. They always brought everything to her; she never left the cell.
I waited for this mystery mate to enter, only he didn't. Instead, I see the mirror flicker before turning clear like glass. My mate jumps up excitedly and Estella walks in with what looks like a hand radio handing it to her.
"You were very good 46, here is your reward," Estella tells her. My mate takes it excitedly when I see a man on the other side of the glass walk over to her and sit on the floor. A radio in his hand I watched as they talked only it was mainly her wolf talking to him.
They talked for a few hours before I couldn't watch anymore, I thought she actually had contact with this mate, yet they never physically touched, it was all through glass. I put another one in, and it was labeled 46/patient zero.
I watched as my mate labored, screaming and crying not understanding what was going on, not understanding what the huge swelling bump attached to her was actually a baby. All she understood was that she was in pain. Estella told her it was a gift from her mate. Yet all she did was scream while Estella told her to breathe and offered her no other relief. I was horrified she was just a child, a child having a child. I skipped a few hours only to stop again, she is still in labor. This time she was begging them to kill her and banging on the glass.
A woman walks in after a few minutes of me watching her scream and beg to make the pain stop. The woman walks in with a cattle prod electrocuting her telling her to stop whining and banging on the glass before suddenly loud music comes on, so loud my mates dropped to the ground in fetal position screaming through her pain while covering her ears from the loud music.
Chapter 46
Iskipanother3hours when I see people rushing into her room before five men hold her down, blood coating the floor and her round stomach moving violently.
She was screaming and crying. I watched horrified as they cut the baby from her with no sedatives, no pain relief just cut her stomach open and reached in pulling the baby free, my mate seeing the baby seems confused like she didn't understand how the baby got in her before suddenly holding her arms out wanting the child. They refused her and sedated her.
My mate passes out and they walk out taking the baby. She slowly healed and eventually she woke up looking around the room confused, she touched her belly before looking in the mirror and I saw her wolf come forward punching and headbutting the glass. Screaming for her pup.
I skip hours of her hitting and kicking the glass, her entire body bloody from hitting the glass when eventually the door opens, and Estella walks in with the baby bundled up. My mate freezes before sniffing the air. Estella gives her the baby and my mate sits down with the baby on the bed. Estella watches the baby in my mate’s arm that seems to settle before lifting her shirt and putting my mate's boob in the baby's mouth.
My mates look up with tears running down her cheeks before looking at the baby in her arms while she feeds it.
Once she finished feeding her she then curled up with the baby in her arms falling asleep. Estella leaves the room.
"Ryker?" My father says walking into the lab making me jump, I didn't even hear him come in too absorbed in what I was watching. I look up staring at him. My back cracked loudly from the movement, and I felt stiff and my body ached all over. Brax left a while ago, unable to hear our mate's screams, unable to watch the things she suffered through.
"Son it's time to go home, you have been here for more than 24 hours staring at that screen," my father says. It's been 24 hours?
"Son?" He says again touching my shoulder.
"You should go home to your mate. Tyson keeps sedating her but she has been asking when you will return." Just at the mention of her, I remember my mate despite watching her on a screen for hours, the fact that she was at home, alive, despite everything she endured, broke me.
Something snapping and breaking painfully within me. Everything I did to her, hit me like a ton of bricks and suddenly I couldn't breathe, I broke down. I don't even remember the last time I cried but I know I was young. I didn't even cry when I killed Danika, but knowing what she endured by my hands and by them suddenly crushed me.
I broke down, coming apart at the seams and I grabbed him, hugging him. I just wanted him to take it away. Take away the pain like he did when I was a boy, making everything alright because I couldn't fix this, I couldn't save her from them, couldn't save her from me.
"I know son, I know.” he says, hugging me tightly while I drenched him with my pathetic crying. I must have looked so weak, but I didn't care, I just couldn't stop.
I don't know how long I was sobbing like a baby, but eventually, the tears stopped, and I pulled away suddenly embarrassed. My father grabs my face, sensing my embarrassment. Jacob in the cells behind me averted his gaze, but I knew he had seen what was on the screen, knew he felt bad for me forcing him to chain her up in the cells back home.
"Everyone breaks, but now you need to go home and be there for your mate"
"But how? How do I tell her Lucy is dead, that her child is dead? And how do I face her after what I have done?"
