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It was like something came over me during the pack meeting. I should’ve been the first one to agree with online studies for Scarlett, but all it took was one glance at her pouty mouth, and I knew it was the wrong decision.
I’ve only known Scarlett as she permitted the world to see her for a few weeks, but if there is one thing I’ve learned, it’s that she isn’t the brainwashed submissive omega I feared. I had my mind set on marrying someone older and not fresh out of one of the many Omega Preps used to keep breeders placid because of it. She’s mature, intelligent, and despite her upbringing, on the cusp of breaking the mold she was cast in.
Goddamn it, though.
She’s my student.
I’ve never had an issue with attraction toward any of my previous students, nor have I ever fantasized about being with one...until Scarlett walked in and sat in the back of my classroom, hunkered down and hidden behind her hoodie and cascading mahogany hair. I thought I was crazy with how I couldn’t keep my gaze off her. It has been a struggle not constantly staring at her, especially when she’d tilt her head, smiling softly as I read my favorite passages aloud. And now I know why. It was as if my deep-seated nature knew she was an omega, and I desperately wanted to be her alpha.
And of course, fate wanted to torment me. Fate wanted to test me and torture me knowing that I could have her, but at what expense? I don’t feel worthy enough to ask her to give up anything when she’s already willing to build and create a future. To offer herself as my beautiful mate and the woman willing to be the mother of my children despite not having a chance to truly build a connection. And I want that connection so badly. I think it’s why I made the rash decision to use her weakness against her, putting her in the position to obey me as an authoritative figure. It was absolutely wrong of me, but I don’t regret it.
Watching her relax in my peripheral vision, sneaking glances at me, gets me right in the cock. Her cherry-vanilla scent wafts around me, intensifying my racing heart. I stomp the throttle and drive faster. I reach the far corner lot of campus, parking under a magnolia tree and away from any cars or students that might see us. I honestly don’t know what I was thinking now that I have a moment. I need to come up with an excuse to be around Scarlett. I need a way as to not be suspicious. Maybe she could use extra credit, and I could have her be a teacher’s aide. Or maybe I can adjust my lesson plans and create study groups that’ll allow me a reason to be where she is.
What am I even thinking? I should just do my best to stay cordial and friendly, using this time to get to know her.
My cock hardens, my balls angry at the thought. I want to fuck her here and now. I just want to take the moment to get it out of my system.
“Thanks for the ride, I guess.” Scarlett unclicks her seatbelt, shifting nervously beside me. I’ve already made her uncomfortable, losing myself to my thoughts.
“Scarlett, wait.” I swivel and look at her, studying her peachy lips and pouty mouth like I had the first time she took an exam in my class, and I was able to stare at her without her noticing. “I’m sorry for how this morning has gone. I know I’m giving you whiplash. It’s just that...you have unintentionally tested my restraint for weeks now, and it feels as if my fuse is finally burning up. I never guessed your order could be an omega, but let’s just say my strong reaction was due to the fact that you’re the most beautiful, intelligent woman who has ever graced my class. I shouldn’t want you as badly as I do. It could ruin our pack’s future. I have worked so hard to get everything we could ever need to raise a family and have a good, fulfilling life. You’re my forbidden fruit, and I just want a little taste. But I know better.”
Scarlett opens and closes her mouth, her words lost to her. Blush tints her cheeks with a rosy color. I raise my hand and gently test her, seeing if she’ll let me touch her. She leans closer, the warmth of her skin so soft and inviting that I cup her cheek and close the space, leaving only inches between our mouths.
“This will be the hardest couple of months of my life, but I know you’ll be worth it. I know it’s not a good excuse for my previous behavior, but it’s the best I can do,” I add, trying my hardest to ignore my throbbing cock, the ache enough that the moment I find myself alone, I’m going to have to rub one out.
“I’m sorry.” Scarlett pouts, her eyes shining with unshed tears. “Maybe I should drop out and make things easier for all of us. I don’t want you to feel so conflicted.”
Fuck me. My confession wasn’t supposed to make her feel bad. It was supposed to make her feel better about everything.
Now I’m floundering. I don’t know what to do or say or how to react.
“No. I will not be the reason you lose something you want. I just...can I kiss you? Just this once. I want to seal my promise with affection, so you know that I’m willing to be the alpha you need and desire.” I study her beautiful gray eyes, her scent as sweet and delicious as I’m sure she tastes. My mouth waters at the idea, and I don’t know what I’ll do if she denies me. I might never recover. I probably deserve it, though.
She responds to my question by bowing close and grazing her lips to mine, kissing me softly, sensually, just teasing me with the cherry-vanilla flavor of her mouth that matches her delectable scent, the gourmand fragrance like the most mouthwatering dessert I’ve ever experienced.
I kiss her deeper, testing the seam of her mouth with my tongue until she parts her lips and lets me glide my tongue over hers in a way I haven’t kissed anyone in years. I’ve been so focused on work and my pack duties that I’ve chosen to ignore any sort of relationship since my twenties. This moment is unlike anything I’ve experienced before. It’s more than a kiss with the intention to fulfill my raw need as a rutting alpha or the natural desire and curiosity to explore my sexuality in my youth. This truly is a vow to someone unexpected but highly regarded in my eyes. Scarlett, my untouchable, radiant omega.
She’s mine.
I pull away and growl under my breath, my resolve cracking the longer I remain close to her. I need space. I need air. If I get neither of those, I’ll undress her right here in the front seat of my car. She wouldn’t deny me. She has already accepted her role as my omega, but I want her to truly want me. To crave me. I will not take advantage of her upbringing.
Scarlett whimpers softly, the sound of her building desire striking me in the gut. I’ve turned her on and now have denied her.
“Please understand why I have to stop, my forbidden beauty. You need to remain unobtainable. If I continue, I won’t stop. I’ll ask you to take my knot, and I’ll never leave your side again. But the world still moves around us and...fuck.” I open my car door to bring in some fresh air.
“Jonah...” My name on her lips is like music to my ears and freezes me in place. “Thank you. Thank you for—”
Laughter echoes through the air, cutting Scarlett off, and I turn and spot a couple betas exiting an old, rusted pickup truck. More students will be coming on campus for the afternoon classes.
“We should go. I want you to keep the keys to my car in case something keeps me past my lecture. I’ll find my own way home if that’s the case.” Leaning closer to her once more, I kiss her cheek and smile, hoping to leave things on a good note. “Don’t forget to work on your essay. I can’t show you special treatment.”
Scarlett releases a breathless laugh and nods her head. “I wouldn’t expect anything less, Professor Hart.”
The way she says it stirs something dark and wild inside me. “Ms. Steele. Tease me with my formal title again, and you might end up staying after class.”
What am I doing?
I shouldn’t be toeing this line, but I love the way she giggles.
