Page 141 of These Monstrous Deeds


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Carter doesn’t know where to start. His experience level boils down to drunken fumbling in corners at parties, and getting raped. Not much to go off. He starts to panic a little, his hands hovering above Nathan’s body, his eyes scanning everywhere like they can’t manage to stay in one place long enough.

“Come here,” Nathan whispers, taking Carter by the hand and gently guiding him. He helps Carter settle so that he’s straddling Nathan’s waist, then puts one hand on the mattress beside his naked hip and tucks the other beneath his head on the pillow. It’s like he’s not even willing to touch Carter without consent. He’s just going to lay back and literally let Carter do whatever he’d like. Let Carterdo his worst.

A sudden wave ofneedrushes through Carter, sending him into attack mode. He’s clumsy and, if Nathan’s grunt is any indication, it’s a little too hard, but it’s also so damngood. Carter kisses him, and their teeth clash a little, and he bites Nathan’s lip, but Nathan moans, and Carter can feel Nathan’s large cock growing hard against his ass, and Carter thinks even if it’s not a great kiss, it’s great forthem.

Eventually, Carter pulls back and begins to kiss Nathan like Nathan had been kissing him earlier. He kisses up his jaw and licks the shell of his ear. He kisses down one side of Nathan’s neck, along his collarbone, then up the other side. He sucks on Nathan’s earlobe, which earns Carter a surprisingly loud moan that makes him grin.

With a sudden burst of confidence, Carter brings his mouth down to the earlobe again and grazes his teeth against the flesh. It nearly undoes the man beneath him, a strangled noise spilling from Nathan’s lips, his hand reaching for Carter. He drops the hand last second, fisting the sheets instead, but his whole body begins to tremble with the clear effort it takes for him to behave. When Carter repeats his actions to the opposite earlobe, Nathan squeezes his eyes shut and shudders.

“Fuck, Carter,” Nathan growls. Carter runs the tip of his tongue along the shell of his ear, grinning when the hand beneath Nathan’s head comes out to slaps against the mattress, fingers fisting the sheets. “Shit, I forgot how fucking good that feels.”

Carter sits up, still grinning as he starts to map out the dips and curves of the man’s sexy body. His finger traces the outline of the broken birdcage tattoo. “Forgot? You act like you’ve gone years without sex.”

“I have.”

“You have what?”

“Gone years without sex. Sex like this, at least.” Nathan raises his hand from the bed again before dropping it back down. It’s sort of amusing to Carter. He’s wondering how long the man will last. Especially if he’s telling the truth right now.

Carter really hopes he’s telling the truth. It’s stupid, heknowsit’s stupid, but for some reason, the idea makes him feel special.

He decides to drop it just in case it’s a lie.

“Where else are you sensitive?” Carter asks instead, raising an eyebrow.

Nathan cocks an eyebrow of his own, his lips curving into a sexy smirk. “Gonna have to find out for yourself, sweetheart.”

Goosebumps ripple along Carter’s skin at the dirty challenge. The reaction makes Nathan’s smirk widen. He decides to wipe that smirk off Nathan’s face by leaning down and nipping at his earlobe one more time, laughing breathlessly when it earns him another delicious moan.

Then Carter turns his attention to Nathan’s chest. He traces the tattoos with his tongue, kissing each bird he comes across. Nathan watches him the whole time with heavy-lidded eyes, his breathing labored. He doesn’t find any sensitive spots like Nathan’s ears, but there is one dip near his collarbone that pulls a satisfying shudder from the man, and sucking his nipples earn Carter some more moans. Nathan stays perfectly under control, though. Nothing like the desperation from before.

Carter keeps moving, determined to force this man beneath him to unravel.

He finds what he’s looking for at the crease between Nathan’s thigh and pelvis. The moment Carter’s lips brush across the skin, Nathan’s left leg jolts and he gasps. Carter feels fingertips brush his shoulder for a breath before Nathan’s hand returns to the bedding. He’s pretty sure he hears the sheets rip, but he’s enjoying himself too much to investigate.

He sucks the spot.

Nathan’s control snaps.

Within seconds, Carter has been hiked up by firm hands on his biceps, pressed tight against Nathan’s chest, and rolled onto his back. Carter is breathless as he blinks up at Nathan in shock. The man stares down at him with an expression that’s positively feral.

“You remember the safe word?”

Carter shivers. “Yes, sir.”

“What is it?”

“Red.”

“Good boy.” Nathan crashes his mouth down over Carter’s, the kiss violent and urgent. Carter wraps his legs around Nathan’s waist and runs his hands along the strong muscles rippling in his back. A moan vibrates between them. Or two moans. They’re pressed so close, Carter can’t even tell which one of them moaned, or if they both did. When Nathan pulls away, his lips are wet with their combined spit. Carter can’t help that he darts his tongue out to collect his own evidence. “Hands above your head. Hold the pillow if you need.”

Carter nods, not sure if he’s capable of words anymore. He grabs the pillow. Nathan rewards him by moving down Carter’s body and wrapping a hand tight around his cock. He chuckles when he sees Carter’s eyes go wide. He’s still making the sound when he wraps his lips around Carter’s cock, the rumbling an intoxicating vibration against him.

“Fuck.” Carter lifts his head to look down at Nathan, groaning when he sees that Nathan’s eyes are focused on him, his pupils blown wide. He keeps his gaze locked onto Carter’s as he pulls off and drags the flat of his tongue along the underside of Carter’s cock. Carter drops his head back and closes his eyes, feeling like he’s lying on a cloud that’s slowly floating further and further away from the ground. It’s not long before Nathan has worked him into a panting, writhing mess.

If Carter wasn’t so desperate to come, he’d be ashamed.

“Fuck - Nate - I’m -fuck.”

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