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I reclined.I’d been ready to do everything, to take her as far as she could go, back off, and wait until she was ready for more.Reading Kenny was easy.This was a surprise, but it shouldn’t have been.She’d emerged from the cocoon of an identity that had naturally formed for her and that she had been happy with, and now she was fluttering around, free to be anything she wanted.

It’d made her bolder.More confident.She wouldn’t think of it that way, but she was on the interstate of her personal journey, no longer stuck in a field surrounded by dead funeral flowers.

I held still as she rolled on the condom.Her intense gaze and the way a blush stole up her cheeks made me grin.

She glanced up, and the flush deepened.“I don’t want to mess up.”

“I’ve got you.”

“I know you do.”She touched her lips to mine as she straddled me.

My brows lifted.This was a turn I wasn’t expecting.She was taking charge.She sank her body onto me and took me all the way inside.If I’d thought it had felt like I was sinking into heaven before, the way she took over and surrounded me added another level of rapture.

I gripped her hips, my abs tight.I could lie all the way back, but I didn’t want to miss the goddess on top of me.Her bed head was because of me.Her eyelids were half-mast as she adjusted to my size and began a slow and sensual ride.

I took pleasure in watching her.What she was doing blew my mind, but seeing her take what she wanted was nearly as good.

“I can’t believe I’m ready to go again so soon.”Her brow crinkled, like she was afraid what she said was insulting to Derek.

I brushed my hands up her torso, cupped her breasts, feathered my fingers over her nipples.“It’s okay.It doesn’t mean anything other than you want another release.”

She softened over me.“There’s no rule book.”

The statement meant something, but I didn’t know the story.As long as it helped.Her hands pressed into my chest, and she rode me harder.

I grunted and thrust up harder.She grew more demanding.I placed my thumb against her wet, hot clit.Her mouth dropped open and she kicked up the pace until we were both moaning and grunting.Good thing my bedroom was on a different level than the boys’ room.

When I thought I couldn’t hold out any longer, my balls drawn up so tight stars ricocheted behind my eyes, she dropped her head back and let out a low moan.

Someday, we’d do this where she could cry out, call my name, and we could have noisy, messy sex.My house wasn’t the place, especially when my kids didn’t know that Kenny was more than a friend.

When she exploded over me, spilling heat between us, her walls clenching until I could barely move, I let go.Ecstasy carried me higher until lightning raced down my spine.I curled into her, burying my head in her round breasts as I released.She rocked over me, molten, hugging me to her.

When I came down and we both quit shaking, she gave me a tentative smile.“I suppose I should go.”

“You can use the bathroom before me.”

I helped her find her clothing.She dressed before scurrying to the bathroom.I put on my jeans from last night.

When she emerged, she’d finger-combed her swirl of mahogany hair.She shyly bit her bottom lip.She had zero experience with the awkward goodbye after sex; it was cuter than hell.

I gave her another kiss.“I’ll walk you to the door.”

“Thank you,” she mumbled.

She shoved a hand through her hair, undoing all the work she’d done in the bathroom to tame it.

“Hey.”I drew her into my arms when we reached the front door.“It’s okay.Remember, there’s no rule book.If you need to go see Derek, go see him.Don’t worry about what I might think.I meant what I said.”

Relief crossed her face, but her eyes misted over.“It’s so hard, but it’s so easy at the same time.And it’s so damn confusing.”She kissed the corner of my mouth.“I’m glad you’re with me.”

I nodded and watched her walk out.I waited until she drove past the house and turned onto the main road.

She was going straight to the cemetery, and I hadn’t lied.I didn’t mind.

I cleaned up in the bathroom and went back into the bedroom.I found my phone on my dresser.I could barely comprehend what Kenny was going through, but I could understand.I pulled up Derek’s number and tapped out another message that was never going to be read.

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