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"Yeah, but it sucks right now," I insisted.
One side of his mouth curled into a smile. "Why's that?"
My answer was emphatic, but in a near-whisper. "Because they're learning about blow jobs and eating a woman, and I haven't even been kissed!"
He took a half step closer. "Want to?"
I almost asked what he was talking about. My mouth also wanted to blurt out for him to kiss me. My throat clamped shut, refusing to cooperate, and all I could really do was nod my head quickly, but that was enough. He moved a little closer, pressing his lean body up against mine, and his hand palmed the side of my neck.
Then he slowly leaned in. Our mouths bumped lightly, but I'd heard how this was done. My lips parted, and his tongue timidly slipped through them to nudge against mine. I knew this wasn't quite right, but it was the best I had, so I pressed into him a little more.
My breasts smooshed against his chest, and his dick was crushed against my leg. Like that was some signal for our bodies, we both relaxed and stopped trying so hard. His hand pulled me a little closer, and I caught his waist, letting my fingers slip beneath the water because he wasn't that tall. Awkward lip bumps became seductive caresses with our mouths, and I finally understood what Amerlee had tried to explain.
His heart was beating so hard. My pulse pounded between my legs. My pathetic little breasts felt so heavy, and I wanted him to stop holding my neck. His hands should bethere,touching something better, but he didn't let go.
At least, not until the older kids began to laugh. "The babies finally hooked up!" one of the boys called out.
"Can't do more until sixth year," another taunted.
I pulled away, not wanting anyone to see the embarrassment quickly coloring my face, but Anver grabbed my arm, stopping me. "I don't care if they laugh, Nariana. I've been wanting to kiss you for a while now."
So I turned back and all but flung myself against him. He huffed at the impact, then laughed, but his mouth did find mine again. The trouble was that none of the taunting worked. Ciella even splashed us when the group finally decided to leave, but I'd decided that I liked kissing Anver very much. Parts of my body were already wet, so the rest didn't even matter. Thankfully, I had the bath to hide it in.
"Hey," he finally said, pulling back. "Think maybe we should get out and get dressed? I think we're the last ones in here."
I had to slip below the water to cool myself off. "Probably," I agreed as I swiped the water from my hair with my god-stained hands. "Otherwise, it might go too far, huh?"
"I don't..." He sighed. "Probably not, Nariana. I, um..." He cleared his throat. "You know how some people like women, others like men, and some like both? Um, my mentor says there's one more. People who like to be cared about but that's about all. He called it asexual."
"Ok?" I wasn't quite following where he was going.
Anver dragged a hand over his face. "Uh, see, a lot of the guardians are the last kind. That's why we don't care about the restrictions. I mean, my body thinks it knows what it wants..." He reached down to grab his dick in explanation. "But I don't really want to do much with it. I'd kinda prefer to talk to you about those books, you know?"
"But it feels good," I reminded him. "When you kiss me like that? I kinda want more."
"I get that," he said, his face turning brighter. "I just... I thought you wanted to be kissed, and since I've already tried it with a boy..."
"What?" I asked. "Who?"
"Um, you know that really pretty guy? Eladehl?" He smiled, but I got the impression that was just his way of coping with the embarrassment of talking about this. "Um, we kinda... you know."
"More than kissed?" I asked.
"No! Like this. I just thought..." And he groaned, turning away.
"What?" I demanded behind him. "What did you think, Anver?"
He kept walking, heading for the shallow side. "I thought you were pretty, and if he didn't make me want more, then maybe you would, ok? But I'm going to be a guardian, so it doesn't really matter."
I hurried to catch up, my juvenile legs making it that much harder. "Wait. I'm not mad."
"I am!" He spun back around. "Don't you get it? Everyone else is talking about messing around, and how good it feels, and I just... I don't! I feel like I'm not allowed to have this piece that the rest of you take for granted."
"So what piece did you get instead?" I asked.
Confusion took over his face, and he blinked at me a few times before answering. "I don't think I know."
"Well, Zeal wouldn't take that from you without giving you something else back, right? Maybe you don't want people touching your dick like that, but is there something you like instead?"
