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“Fuck you!” I yell, putting all the pain and hopelessness I feel into those two words.
I thought I could choose my own path in life. I thought I could finally be in love and have a future.
I was wrong.
I can’t have them. I can’t have a good life.
“Fuck me? Fuck you, Blair. You came into our family, you made us fall in love with you, and you showed us what it felt like to be alive, and now you want to just walk away because it got too real? No, baby girl, fuck you. We don’t need you, we never did, but we fucking wanted you. I won’t keep holding onto something that’s trying so hard to slip away. I won’t keep cutting myself just to keep you from shattering. So go. Be scared and run as fast as you can, but when you stop, it will catch up with you. You’ll have broken your own heart and walked away from the best thing that’s ever happened to you.” He slaps my car, and I rush around it and get into the driver’s seat, and like the coward he accuses me of being, I drive away. I keep my eyes on them the entire time. On Bray’s broken face, Asher’s crushed expression, and Cyrus’s terror filled eyes as he realises he let me go.
As he grasps I got what I wanted.
As he comprehends his family is just as broken as the barely beating organ in my chest.
He roars, grabbing his hair as he falls to his knees.
