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“Yes you are. This is because I said Veda was beautiful, isn’t it? You can’t handle my honesty. Well, I’m sorry, but I’m not going to apologise. She was my wife, Carly, and shewasbeautiful. I can’t change the past, but whatever I’ve been through, good and bad, has made me the person I am today;the person you fell in love with.” His tone darkens. “Look at me when I’m talking to you!”
Startled, I do as he says. My hands are shaking. He’s never shouted at me before and the dominance in his voice turns me on.Finally, he’s taking control.
He stares at me a second, then he stands to his full height and walks swiftly towards me. Instinctively, I back away in an effort to maintain some distance between us. The fury on his face makes my knees weak. In an instant, he has me up against the door, his body pressed hard against mine.
“Please, let me go,” I whimper.
Roughly, he cups my face in his hands, forcing me to meet his gaze. “Calm down. I know you’re angry, but just hear me out, okay? I love you, Carly. I love you so fucking much, I think I’ll go mad from it. Yes, Veda was beautiful; yes I loved her. Why wouldn’t I? She was the mother of my child. But what I feel for you, I’ve never felt for anyone. The things I’ve done with you sexually… I’ve never done with anyone. I’m not as experienced as you might think. You’ve shown me a whole new way to live and love and brought a peace to me I never thought possible. You’re my best friend, my everything. You’re absolutely vital to my existence.”
I tilt my head away from him. His words have moved me, but jealousy continues to eat at my heart. “Can Ipleasejust go home?”
“You’re not going anywhere!” Nick bellows. “Stop behaving like a spoilt child.” Releasing my face, he slams his fist through the door, making me quake with excitement. Shaking, he retracts his bleeding hand and digs his fingers into my shoulder. Splinters of wood cascade around us. “You’re going to stay here and do exactly as I tell you,” he growls. “You’re not going to walk out on me again, Carly. You’re going to be very quiet and listen to everything I have to say, okay?”
“Okay,” I gulp.
Catching me round the waist, he carries me back to the sofa and sits me down on his lap.
“Why are you behaving like this?” He buries his face in my neck. “Why must you always be so difficult? Do you seriously think I prefer Veda to you?”
“I-I don’t know. I don’t want to feel this way, but I do. I keep thinking about the two of you together and it kills me. All right, you’ve got what you want, Nick. A full confession. I’m jealous and I don’t care. I want you all to myself. It’s as simple as that.”
His soft lips tease the hairs on my neck. “So youdolove me?”
“Of course I bloody love you.”
His hands are all over me now, tracing the outline of my breasts through the flimsy material of my dress. I squirm, giving out little moans of pleasure I couldn’t control. For a while I let it happen, then suddenly, I come back to my senses.
“Take your hands off me!” Wrenching myself from his grip, I jump up and make a run for the door, but he’s too quick for me. With a cry of rage, Nick throws himself on me and brings me down to the floor. Pinning both arms above my head, he holds me there until I have no more fight left. His tears fall slowly, bitterly.
“You are seriously testing my patience,” he says through gritted teeth. “You pursued me relentlessly, Carly. You told me you’d do anything to be with me. Well, now you’ve got me, what are you going to do with me? Every single piece of my heart belongs to you, so don’t fucking play with it, okay? You know how weak I am for you; you know I’d do anything for you, and you use it to your advantage. Well, no more, I tell you. It looks like I’m going to have to make you see sense.”
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
Lust
Breathing heavily, Nick slowly releases my arms and I gasp with relief. The strength of him is terrifying and I tremble at the thought of what is to come.
“What do you want me to do?” I demand.
“First of all, I don’t like that tone of voice. Change itnow.”
I shiver with longing. My knickers are completely soaked. The anger radiating from him is such a turn on it takes all of my will power not to drop to me knees.
“Okay, what do you want me to do?” I repeat in a softer tone.
Without warning, he silences me with his lips, kissing me so deep I find it hard to breathe. Excitement shoots straight to my crotch. My head goes dizzy and I have no sense of time or space. This is beautiful, wonderful madness. For what seems forever, our tongues glide together in a flurry of unrelenting lust. Then, when he’s finished feasting on my lips, he flips me over and pushes me down onto the bear-skin rug. The floor feels hard against my breasts but I’m too excited to care. Roughly, Nick unbuttons the back of my dress, milking soft cries from my lips. Then, with frightening strength, he tears off my knickers with his teeth. His fingers burn into my skin, infusing me with a deep sense of relief, as if I’ve been in pain my whole life and have just been healed.
Burying his face in my hair, Nick breathes in my scent like it’s a bed of roses. “My God, Carly, I want to fuck you every single minute of every single day. I want to fuck you in the morning, I want to fuck you in the evening, in every single orifice.”
My legs go weak as my diaphragm contracts and an explosion of euphoria bursts from my abdomen to my upper body.Holy crap.His words have given me my first spontaneous orgasm!
“I felt that,” he whispers. “You just came, didn’t you?”
“Mmmm…” I have no come back. Words have deserted me.
Lowering his head, Nick runs his hot tongue up and down my spine, biting and scraping my skin with his teeth. I squeal with pleasure. It’s like he can’t get enough, like he wants to devour every piece of me. Then, tearing open the bottom part of my dress, he licks and sucks the backs of my thighs with such ferocity, I know there will be bruises tomorrow. But I don’t mind. In fact, I love it.I want him to mark his territory.Gradually, he works his way down to my calves, my ankles, and then back up again, biting, teasing, sending me out of my mind. I shudder with delight and have to hold my screams inside.
Out of nowhere, he grips my hips and raises me up onto my hands and knees. Pulling his shirt over his head, he throws it across the room and positions himself behind me. Moving his hands down the small of my back, Nick roughly slaps and squeezes my buttocks. Then he lowers his head and sinks his teeth into my left rump, pulling on the skin like it’s a juicy piece of meat. I shut my eyes in rapture.Fucking hell, this is just too good.With a satisfied growl, he lowers his face further and buries his tongue deep inside my pussy, licking, sucking, eating me out with an intensity that leaves me breathless.
