Page 59 of The Edge of Falling


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"Nothing," she said, giving me a sweet little smile. Actually, it was far more sexy than sweet.

"Rosalie, go and put on some proper clothes."

"I don't want to. In fact, I don't even want to have this T-shirt on right now." She stepped forward and pressed her hand against my arm, and I glared at her.

"What do you think you're doing?"

"What do you mean what do I think I'm doing? I'm touching you, and I want you to touch me. I want us to—"

"No," I said firmly and gave her a stern look. "I am your brother's best friend. I am not going to take your virginity."

"Oh, but you were just about to sleep with me."

"Yes, but I wasn't about to deflower you."

"So it's okay to sleep with me if I've already had sex, but it's not okay to sleep with me if I haven't."

"Well, you're a very smart, young lady."

"Stop it. Oliver. Why are you treating me like this? I want it as much as you do, and I know you want it. You practically came in my mouth just now."

"You shouldn't have been sucking on my cock just now," I growled. "Oh, my gosh. I cannot even believe these words are coming out of my mouth."

"What? I sucked your cock and it was hard, and you were licking my-"

"Rosalie." I pressed my finger against her lips. "Please, no."

"What? Are you afraid to hear the words or something? What if I tell you, I want to feel your big, hard cock in my pussy right now? My very wet pussy."

I groaned at her words as I pulled her against me. I grabbed her ass and moaned as I felt the warmth of her skin. My fingers slipped between her ass cheeks and slipped between her legs. She was still wet. I rubbed a finger against her clit and her feet buckled.

"Oh, yes. Don't stop, Oliver," she moaned out loud. Her hands ran down the front of my shorts and rubbed my cock. Her lips pressed against my neck.

"Please, Oliver. Don't say, no. I really want this. I want you to be my first."

For a couple of seconds. I have nearly lost myself. I nearly took her. But then I thought about how she stopped speaking to me just because she thought I said a mean comment about her, and I couldn't risk something like that happening again. Not now. Not when there was nothing that I could promise her. Not when I didn't know if we would even work in any way, other than physically.

"I can't," I shook my head. "I'm sorry."

"But why not?" She looked upset. "Do you not want me?"

"You know I want you. You just said that you know that."

"Well, then, why won't you?"

"Because it's not right, Rosalie. You want a boyfriend. You want a partner. You've obviously been saving yourself for someone special. We haven't even spoken in years. I don't want to take your virginity and then-"

"And then what?" she said pointing at me, poking me in the chest.

"I don't want to break your heart."

"You what?" She looks up into my eyes, dazed and confused. "What are you talking about?"

"Sex is a very intimate act. It's the most physical intimacy you can have with another person. Some people say that you create soul ties with every person you sleep with. I don't want to do that with you."

"Yet you were fine doing it with Diana?" She raised an eyebrow. "You could have a soul tie with her, but not with me?"

"Diana meant nothing to me. We created no soul ties, trust me."

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