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The call informing Cora that I had to extend my day off due to personal crisis didn’t go as smoothly as planned. I didn’t disclose any intimate details of my present situation, but I stressed enough that I needed another day to fix my relationship with River. And since Joshua Peaks’ flight was delayed from London, she eventually granted me a day off, though I had to promise that I’d be ready to work at five a.m. the next morning.
Okay, thank God that was over. I let out a breath of relief as I hopped off the smooth, cold counter, in dire need of warmth from the man I couldn’t live without.
When I emerged from the bathroom, I found River fast asleep. His naked body was partially covered with a white sheet hanging low on his hips, showcasing the fine specimen that he was—chiseled, exquisite, all defined hard mass of muscle, and with a mean dick to match his perfection. And right on cue, his semen slowly spurted out of my crevice, reminding me of his fierce lovemaking.
Retracing my steps, it took me another five minutes to clean myself up before I climbed in bed with him, and when I did, he automatically pulled me against the heat of his body, spooning me as he nestled his nose against the back of my neck, welcoming me home.
No matter how I painted it, denied it with every fiber of my soul, at the end of the day, the truth remained unchanged—River would always be my home.
Secured in his embrace, I dozed off, holding his hand over my chest.
Sometime later, I woke up with River kissing the back of my ear, whispering, “Stassy’s on board.”
Sleep fog vanished in an instant. Events from earlier flashed in my mind before things began to fall into place.Stassy. Tonight.Right.
I wasn’t necessarily intimidated, more like apprehensive seeing this in a different perspective, like an initiation of a sort. A rite of passage to become the woman who promised him her body and soul.
“How did you manage to get her to agree so quickly?” When he wanted something done, River wasted no time.
He shrugged. “I just asked, and she said yes.”
I paused, frowning. “You just brazenly walked up to her and asked if she wanted to join us, and she said okay without an ounce of hesitation?” What kind of women did he surround himself with? How many Stassys were there trotting along with his crew? The thought didn’t help with the suppressed jealousy I’d been holding back.
“These things are pretty common in our industry, Cara …” he softly informed me, unperturbed.
Common in our industry.Women were paid and contracted to “entertain” their high-profile artists. Due to security and the small group of people they revolved their world in, these women came in handy to satiate their appetites without having to worry about media leaks and scandal. They were handsomely paid for their loyalty and silence.
It didn’t seem foreign to him to taste such delights.
“Guess that means you’re pretty experienced in this sort of thing, then?”
He had a crew of pussy posse. His personal gang bang. His band of kitty clusterfuck.
“You gave me two years to experiment. What did you expect?”
Two years of experimenting whatever type of shenanigan suited his tastes.Great.That just boosted my confidence to a record high of zero.
“How many … experiments have you had?”
“Too many to count. But I promise you, I wore protection. Every. Single. Time.”
I winced. “Well, that’s comforting.”Not.
I had no right to be racked with jealousy, because I had made a choice two years ago. I had left him without a decency of a call, a letter, or some sort of message whatsoever. Blinded by pain and betrayal, I had vanished, disconnecting from home, and made a new life for myself, only to resurface back in his life after he recognized a billboard advertisingClover. I had no one to blame but myself.
“You can’t be seriously jealous about the past. How the heck are you going to handle later?”
My friend Vodka promised to warm me up beforehand. That ought to count for something. Kells had done it without remorse, or so she had led me to believe. And there were others I knew who gleefully bragged about it. It was a new norm, and one I had yet to experience. Tonight would change that.
“What will happen later …? What do you expect me to do,erm,during theuh,process?” I was a stuttering mess. What if River expected me to do all sorts of crazy stunts and I wouldn’t be able to do it?
You can always walk away,my mind lingered on the gigantic debacle ahead, pondering if tonight was just another disaster waiting to happen.
“Don’t worry; you take control of the whole thing. You get to call the shots.”
That was quite a tall order for an unexperienced newbie like me. I couldn’t envision barking orders for a quick orgasm.
Sweat broke out of my pores, feeling the pressure of what tonight would bring. Amidst my worry, one thought remained unanswered.
