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“Exactly.” When Megan finally spoke, I let out a breath I didn’t realize I’d been holding. “We’ll work our way through the list, all three of us will have fun, and then like I said earlier—no regrets,and then we move on with our lives.”
Her answer wasn’t quite what Landon asked, but I wasn’t going to nitpick because it was a good reply. Then again, I was part of thatmoving on with our livesbit of things.
And I liked the idea of watching her with a guy who knew exactly what this entire thing was—no strings fun. I’d always liked watching.
“Yup, still in,” Landon said.
Megan’s grin loosed a wave of vivid fantasies in my mind, and nearly made me hard just with radiated joy and potential. “Where are we at, list-wise?” I asked.
She slid me a piece of paper, complete with her re-written list, and some things crossed out. I wasn’t surprised to see she’d marked most of the things off that she had, because I had a good idea of what she’d done with her life.
I was a little bummed that I’d missedhigh school makeover. Did they do that today?
While I had a good idea of what was on here, rescanning it kept me locked in the past, and that stung. I was glad Landon let us gloss over most of the details, but bringing them up ached. The loss, the heartbreak…
I didn’t like lingering there.
I should feel fortunate that we didn’t delve into life before Megan; that was where most of the bulk of my pain lived. She wasn’t the reason I walked away from my childhood—though I would’ve if I’d known her back then—but she did help me heal.
Basically, after my mom passed away, leaving just me and her husband, circus life sucked.
Falling into those memories at all was bad, and doing it with others around would be worse, because then they’d want to know what was wrong, I’d have to talk about it…
“Are we doing any of these tonight?” I asked before I could drown in my own thoughts.
Landon’s laugh was cut off. “I fucking hope so, after all the build-up.”
“Should we start with sexy or sweet?” The way Megan tilted her head to see the list and chewed on her bottom lip was a dangerous blend of both.
“Your list, your choice.” I was hoping for sexy, but would love to find the line between playful fun and point of no return. That point Landon brought up where I claimed Megan and made her mine.
I wanted that so desperately it ached from my head to my cock to my toes, and I was going to avoid it as long as possible, so she could have this fun.
That didn’t mean we couldn’t blur a few lines.
“We should pick things that need three people, to take advantage of our time together,” Megan said.
Landon snagged the list. “Like what?”
“Umm…” Megan flicked her tongue over her bottom lip.
Was it weird that I suddenly wished I was that lip?
“There’s not a lot we can do in Carly’s kitchen,” Megan said. “Or really in most of her house, unless we’d like to play 9 1/2 weeks.”
I’d desperately like to do that, but I wasn’t going to cave to carnal desires after only a few hours with this list. Though, I wouldn’t mind watching Megan and Landon…
Soon. “I think we need a little intellectual foreplay first.”
“I want to ask if that’s even a thing, but I’m pretty sure it is, and I like the sound of it,” Landon said.
Maybe he was all right after all. Then again, he needed to be better than all right if he was going to get his hands on Megan again.
Landon rolled a pen back and forth on the table. “If Megan thinks the list feels like a kid’s list, maybe it needs some touching up. More than just a transcription; a revision. “
“Is this like adding something to a list just so I can check it off?” Megan wrinkled her nose.
Definitely not. “That would defeat the purpose of the list. But I don’t see any reason you can’t add things you want to do, but haven’t yet. That’s the point.”
