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He lifts my head and puts his mouth on mine while he thrusts into me. Moving his mouth to my ear, he says, “Fuck… Stella… You feel so good.”
Feeling myself building again, I say in a low voice, “Don’t you dare even think about stopping.”
He smiles a sexy, determined smile, “Come for me, Stella. Please, come on my cock.”
His words take me to the edge.
I cry out, “Jamie… Yes… Oh… My… God.”
It’s the most powerful orgasm I think I’ve had.
Continuing his erotic thrusts, he finds his release, “Stella… Oh, Stella.”
He dropped his head to my shoulder, taking calming breaths, holding me tight
“Goodbye, Jamie. We’re done here.”
He zips his pants back up as he stares at me with a shocked glare, “For tonight or forever?”
“Forever. That was goodbye.”
Running his hands through his hair, he’s visibly upset. “Who the fuck did what to you, Stella?”
Sighing, I say, “Nobody did anything.”
“Bullshit. You’re the most guarded woman I’ve ever met. Something happened. Tell me.”
“Look, Jamie. I don’t really wish to talk about my personal life. Let’s just say that every man that’s ever been in my life has either hurt me or abandoned me. So I don’t let anyone close enough to do either. Yes, I’m well aware that I’m fucked up. It’s how I am. It’s how I’ve been for a long time.”
“What happened, Stella?”
“You really don’t want to know. You’d never look at me the same again.”
“Well, you don’t plan on seeing me again, so why does it matter?”
“Jamie, I’m damaged. So damaged. The only intimacy I can handle is what I write in a book. I can’t take it in the real world. You’d do yourself a service to forget we ever met.”
“What if I can’t?”
“Are you getting sappy on me, Jamie?”
“No.”
“Jamie, I need you to go.”
He sighs, “Okay Stella. I will not see you again, will I?”
“No, Jamie. It’s for the best.”
* * *
JAMIE
I walk back to my room, feeling devastated. How has this woman gotten under my skin like this in such a short amount of time? I will not see her again. My chest hurts, I can’t breathe. Being with her has been nothing short of amazing. I know she feels it too, but she’s running scared. Her constantly pushing me away is getting old, but fuck, I need her. She makes all the pain less. She makes all the darkness tolerable. However, she seemed pretty sure tonight that she wants nothing to do with me.
I get to my room and throw myself on the couch. I should just leave her alone if that’s what she wants. But can I? Can an addict just stay away from their favorite drug? Just one more hit and then maybe I could quit her. Who am I kidding? It will never be enough. I need her like she’s the air that I breathe. The only thing she’s capable of, according to her, is sex. We have wonderful sex. So why can’t she do that? I want more so much more from her but I’d take whatever I can fucking get.
To: Stella… I wish I were inside of you right now.
