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From: Stella… Jamie, forget about me. Move on.
To: Stella… What if I can’t because nobody has ever touched me like you do?
To: Stella… Nobody’s mouth feels like yours does. I’m addicted to your body, Stella. I need it.
From: Stella… You should probably see somebody for that problem.
To: Stella… I don’t want help. I want you.
From: Stella… I’m sorry. But it’s time to move on. Find someone else to get under. You’ll forget about me.
Her friends are right. She is a fucking fortress. Who did what to her? It must’ve been horrible for her to be so guarded like this.
Five
CHAPTER 5
“Come sit on Daddy’s lap,” He runs his fingers through my long hair, as he moans.
I’m only five, but I still remember it well. I wish I didn’t.
“Are you Daddy’s best girl?”
“Yes, Daddy.”
“Remember, we don’t tell anyone about our special time together.”
“I know.”
Even at five, I know this is wrong. It feels wrong. It feels gross, but I got used to it.
First, it starts with him touching the outside of my clothes. As I get older and closer to puberty, it changed. I’m nine when it really started to confuse me. I’m sitting on his lap and he slides his hand inside of my shorts.
“Daddy’s going to make you feel so good.”
Shaking my head, I attempt to get back to the here and now. The flashbacks make me feel ill.
I have a meeting with Drew about this damn romance suspense novel he wants me to write. I agreed to this before I met Jamie. I thought it would be fun to write with another writer. I thought it would be fun to write in a new genre, well co-write. Jamie flipped everything upside down. He’s taken my controlled world and made it very uncontrolled.
Jamie is probably the most successful writer in the suspense genre. So I’m anxious that Drew will choose him and I’ll be trapped in a hotel room with him for potentially months at a time. I could request someone else, but that probably wouldn’t sway Drew.
When he touches me or whispers in my ear, I lose all self-control. God, he’s sexy. However, I don’t enjoy feeling so out of control. If I see him, I am incapable of saying no. Jamie says it’s because deep down I don’t want to say no. He knows what he does to me and takes full advantage of it. It’s been ten days since I’ve seen him. My body craves his touch, but my mind knows better. Jamie’s touch is a slippery slope and I know it.
Going into Drew’s office, I realize I’m so nervous.Damn it Stella, chill.I walk into Drew’s office and stand stunned, unable to move. Jamie sits staring at me with a shit-eating grin on his face.FUCK!Drew doesn’t have to say a word. I know exactly what he’s getting ready to say.
“Stella, this is Jamie. He will be the co-writer of the romance suspense novel that you’ve agreed to write,” Drew says.
I sigh and glare at Drew.
Drew says, “Give us a moment, will you, Jamie?”
“Nice to see you again, Stella,” he says as he walks out to the lobby.
“Ok. What’s the problem, Stella? Are you two fucking?”
I glare at Drew, “We are not fucking. I don’t really know him but I’m not a fan.”
“Well, you don’t have to like him. You just have to work with him. You already agreed to this.”
