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“Jamie let me explain.”

I knelt down in front of him, glancing up at him. I met his gaze. I noticed the pain in his eyes. The pain that he thinks I’ve caused.

“I walked into my hotel room and went to the bathroom and got undressed. I put the hotel bathrobe on. I went into the bedroom and Chase was in boxers on my bed. I told him to get out. That’s when you came to the door. Nothing happened. When he said we kissed, he was lying. There wasn’t even enough time between me leaving the restaurant and you coming to the door. You must know that. Nothing happened.”

“Stella.”

He looks defeated, almost like he wished I had slept with Chase, which I don’t quite understand. He should be happy that there’s been nobody but him. There never could be someone else. Ever since I met Jamie, I couldn’t even imagine being with another man. If Chase hadn’t developed feelings it still would’ve been over between us.

“Jamie I would never,” I continued, “I may not be where you are, but I wouldn’t risk what we have by doing something like that. Honestly, I have no attraction to him anymore.”

“Are you sure?”

“Do you remember saying you’d ruin me for other men?”

“Yeah, sometimes I’m a cocky asshole.”

“Yeah, that’s true, but youdidruin me for other men. I have no interest in anyone else.” I took a breath, “Jamie, come back to my hotel room with me. Please, we can talk more.”

Standing up, he pulled me up to him, so that I was standing as well. He grabs my neck gently, pulling my ear to his mouth.

“Oh Stella, I don’t want to talk. I want to make you scream my name.”

I moaned, “Jamie.”

I cast my eyes up at his lips. I wanted them, possibly more than I’ve wanted anything. I licked my lips.

He caught my gaze, and within seconds, his soft, wet lips crashed into mine. My heart was racing. Wrapping my arms around him, I ran my fingers through his hair, pulling him closer to me.

I opened my mouth slightly, giving him access to my tongue. I wanted him to devour me.

He didn’t disappoint, then again he never does. Swirling his tongue with mine, his hands on my back, pulling me into his chest, he moans lightly. I sucked on his tongue and he groaned. His groan sounded like it combined his love for me but so much pain that he was releasing.

Pulling back from his kiss, I smiled a relieved smile, “We should probably go before we aren’t welcome back to your brother’s home.”

“I can’t wait to get you home, anyway.”

Grabbing my hand, he pulled me to the kitchen where Scarlet and Alexander were. Scarlet pulled me into a hug and whispered in my ear, “Girl, text me.”

We say our goodbyes and walk out to the car.

He opened my door for me.

“Please hurry Stella.”

Jamie was in a hurry to get back to the hotel. He slid into the driver’s seat and I put my hand on his thigh.

“Stella, you may want to not touch me right now. I’m very close to pulling over and fucking you on the hood of my car.”

I think he broke many traffic laws on the way back. We got out of the car and he got his valet ticket and grabbed my hand.

“Jamie, where’s the fire?”

“I could show you, but the people in the hotel may not appreciate it.”

I giggled at his craziness. I loved that he wanted me this much.

We got into the elevator and Jamie looked annoyed that there were three other people in there.

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