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“I didn’t. You’re the only one who cheated here, Jamie. How could you? Were you ever planning to even tell me?”
“Stella, I’m so sorry. Yes, I was going to tell you. Then you said you loved me and I couldn’t bring myself to ruin a perfect moment.”
“You ruined everything, Jamie.”
“I’m so sorry.”
“Not as sorry as I am. I’m sorry I ever let you in. I’m sorry I ever kissed you. I’m sorry that I broke my rules for you. Most of all, I’m so fucking sorry that I ever met you. Please leave me alone, Jamie. Let me go.”
“Stella I can’t, I love you.”
“No, you don’t. You never fucking loved me. Go see Kaitlyn. I’m sure she’ll be happy to see you.”
“I don’t want her, Stella. Please let me fix this. Let me fix us.”
“You can’t Jaime. There is no us. It was all pretend. Just a pit of endless lies.”
“Stella, it was not a pit of endless lies. Please, I’m so in love with you. When I thought you had walked away from what we had. Something real, to fuck your previous fuck buddy, I was lost. I was in pain. She sent me a text. It just snowballed. It just happened. I don’t love her. I love you.”
“Was it good, Jamie?”
“What?”
“The sex. Was it good? Did she make you come? That’s obviously all you care about.”
“Stella.”
“Don’t say my name. You don’t deserve to say anything to me.”
Grabbing me forcefully, he pulled me into his arms, and his lips crashed into mine. His tongue begged me for forgiveness. There will be no forgiveness here.
I should push him away. He doesn’t deserve to kiss me, but it’s like he’s possessed me, I’m addicted. I finally found strength and pulled away from him, “Don’t… You don’t get to fuck her and then kiss me. God, you’re a fucking pig.”
A tear rolled down his cheek, “Stella, please. I’m sorry. Let me make this right. It will never happen again.”
“You’re right, because we are done. It’s over Jamie. Fuck the novel and fuck you.” I get up from the stool I’ve been sitting on and glare at Jamie, the man who has broken my heart, “Goodbye Jamie. I’ll call Drew and tell him it just wasn’t a good fit.”
More tears rolled down his face, “Stella please don’t go.”
“I don’t have a choice.”
“Stay and fight.”
“I can’t.”
“I knew you’d leave me.”
“This is your doing, Jamie. Goodbye.”
I walked out of the hotel and out of Jamie’s life. I’ve never felt like this before. I feel like I’ve got an elephant on my chest. It hurts to breathe. I don’t understand how he could do this to me. He said he loved me. When I said it, it meant something to me. Evidently, it meant nothing to him. I meant nothing to him. Now I’m left to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart. I kept telling myself, and this is why you have rules. If I had never broken the rules, I wouldn’t be feeling like this right now.
I will never break a single one of my rules again.
Twelve
CHAPTER 12
Jamie
