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“I wanted you too.”
“What time do we have to leave?”
“We meet them in an hour.”
“Good. I’m going to tease the hell out of you tonight. You’re going to want me so bad by the time we get back here.” She gave me a gorgeous smile.
“How are you going to tease me?”
She drops her phone to the floor and locks her eyes with mine. Getting down on her knees, she picks her phone up, licking her lips. Just the way she does when she sucks my cock. Fuck, I’m getting a raging hard on. She stands up, smiling.
Pulling her into my chest, I whisper in her ear, “Two can play this game baby, but I’ll win. You’ll have to beg tonight.”
“I don’t beg, Jamie.”
“You will tonight, and you’re being a naughty girl, so I’m pretty sure you’ll need to be punished.”
“Punish me. Right now.”
“Such temptation. Go get ready.”
She does and I cannot get rid of the ridiculous smile on my face. She makes me so happy. I’ve never felt like this before. I’m a strong man, but she scares the hell out of me. If she leaves me again, I’ll be lost. I don’t think I know how to exist in this world without her. On the outside I seem fine. On the inside, I was a drowning man when I met her. She’s the air that I breathe. Somehow, I know she will leave. I will somehow fuck up the best thing I’ve ever had. I don’t know how or when, but I know it’s coming. Every day I’ll just hope that today is not that day.
Thirteen
CHAPTER 13
Stella
We head down to the bar and notice Alexander and Scarlet already there. He still looks at her like she’s the only woman on the planet. It’s so sweet. They are staring at each other and have no clue that we’re here. He looks at her the way Jamie looks at me. Jamie glances at me with an amused expression on his face. He pulls out a chair for me and the two of them look up at us. Scarlet’s face is the same color as her name.
Scarlet is pregnant, noticeably so. I don’t think I want kids. I don’t want to be a parent like my parents were. My Dad did unspeakable things to me. My Mom knew but didn’t give a shit. She just pretended like she didn’t know. I know she knew. It still chills me to this day. How can your own father rape you? I will never understand. I think I’d be a horrible mother. I’ll never be like Scarlet. I won’t risk screwing up my kids the way my parents did to me. Jamie interrupts my destructive thoughts.
“Baby, are you there?”
Glancing at him, I know he sees the pain in my eyes.
He touches my hand. Somehow he knows that soothes me, calms me down in an instant.
“Scarlet, how are you feeling?” I ask.
“I’m great, but this little boy is kicking me constantly. He won’t let me sleep unless I’m sitting up.”
“Oh, it’s a boy? How exciting,” I smile.
“Well, we don’t actually know, but I’m pretty sure it’s a boy. Girls are calmer.”
I’m very distracted tonight. I’m not sure what’s wrong with me. Is it Scarlet being pregnant that is making me think so much about my parents?
“I’m going to get you a shot. I’ll be back.”
I laugh, “That obvious?”
“Yes. I’ll be back, baby.”
He kisses my cheek and goes to the bar.
I’m talking to Alexander about work when I glance up at the bar. What the fuck?
