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“I knew that the moment I met you. That’s why I never even discussed it with you.”
“Well, you must like that.”
“I like to take control in the bedroom. I love you being on your knees. I can live without the rest. I need you.”
“A dominant, Wow.”
He smiles a nervous smile.
“That explains a lot. It explains why you’re so used to getting your way.”
“Can we start over Stella?” He reaches out and rubs his thumb over my hand that’s sitting on the table.
The waitress gives me time to think while bringing us our drinks..
We sat in silence for several minutes.
“Stella please.”
Glancing up at him, those eyes, that face, those lips, “Jamie, I don’t know. I can never give you what Katelyn did.”
“Do you know she never called me by my name?”
“What?”
“It was always Sir or Master. That is what was expected. I didn’t want her to use my name. When you say my name, it turns me on. I love hearing you say my name. You’re different and exactly what I want. What I need. I don’t want that lifestyle anymore.”
“So you don’t want to dominate me, then?”
“Well, I love spanking you. I love everything we’ve done except Saturday. I didn’t enjoy that. I don’t like losing you.”
“I don’t like that either.”
“Stella baby, we are so good together. I should have told you. I definitely never should have done that.”
“I’m getting tired of giving you chances, Jamie. I don’t think I can do this again. There’s always something. I never should’ve forgiven you for Katelyn. I’ve never been in love before. I don’t think it’s supposed to be this hard.”
He got up and walked over to me and got on his knees and put his head in my lap.
“Please Stella. Don’t walk away from me. There’s nothing for me if I lose you. For the first time, I realize how good things can be. If you walk away, I can’t breathe. Don’t say goodbye. My sun rises and sets on you. Stella, I’m sorry for every time I have hurt you. I will make amends. I will fix this if you give me the chance.”
“Jamie,” I can’t control myself. I touch his face as I gaze into his eyes. Standing on his knees, he reaches up, and he tenderly touches his lips to mine as if he’s asking for permission. I part my lips and seek his tongue. I need him.
He’s only too willing to reciprocate. He slides his hands around my neck, pulling me closer. First, he’s gentle and then he pulls my hair and moans, “Stella, I love you.”
“I love you too,” I can’t get out of my own head.
“Did you tell her that too?”
He laughs, “No, I did not.”
“Thank you for the drink, Jamie. I’m glad we talked.”
“You’re leaving?”
I nodded.
“Stella, can I come to your room?”
