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The feeling of him whispering in my ear is not like when Jamie does it. It makes the hair on my body stand on end. I can’t quite place the feeling. It’s one of disgust. Fear. He makes me feel as if I’m in danger, physically. Suddenly, it hits me like a ton of bricks. He triggers a response in me, just like my father. I feel unsafe around him. I am deep down worried that one day he won’t take no for an answer and will just take what he wants. I told Jamie before that he was just joking when asking me out. I’ve seen the way he looks at me. I know he’s not playing around.

Glancing at Scarlet, I said, “I’ll be back. I need a moment to myself.” I walked upstairs to the VIP room, which was empty tonight. I walked through the room and sat in an oversized black chair. I ignored the glass wall that made it so you could see in and out of this room. Putting my face in my hands, I sobbed. I missed him so much. What was I doing? This was my choice, not his. I’m the one who walked away because I couldn’t handle the pain. However, I was experiencing pain anyway. I hadn’t spared myself grief by ending things with him. I only added to it. As I sit with my face in my hands, I hear the door open. Looking up, I see Drew approaching me with champagne. He hands me a glass and sits down across from me.

“I’m sorry it didn’t work out with Jamie.”

“It didn’t not work out.”

“Hmm,” he said.

“Why isn’t he here? It’s as much his novel as it is mine.”

“Stella, you’re beautiful.”

“What does that have to do with anything?”

“I had to get him out of the way.”

“You scheduled these signings on purpose? I mean, to separate us?”

“Yes. I had to. With him here you’ll never take me seriously.”

“What?”

I’m so angry at the moment. He intentionally sabotaged our relationship.

“I want you Stella. So fucking bad. I’ve waited you for years. I’m done waiting. It’s time to get what I want.”

“Drew, you are basically my boss. I don’t date, anyway.”

He stood up and walked over to me.

“I’m going to fuck you so hard Jamie will hear you screaming my name in California.”

“Drew no. I’m not fucking my publisher.”

“I didn’t ask, Stella.”

He gets on his knees in front of me and spreads my legs. I’m frozen with fear.Get up, Stella. Move. Kick him. Fucking do something!

He put his face between my legs.

“Oh yes. I always knew your pussy would smell so fucking good. I can’t wait to taste it.”

“Drew, stop. Please.”

“Shhh baby, it’s okay. I’m going to fuck you so good that you’ll never think of him again.”

Finding the strength, I scoot my chair back to put some space between us. I jump up out of the chair as I attempted to run to the door. He grabbed my hair and pulled me into him. I could feel his erection pressed against my ass. I screamed, “Help!” but the music was too loud and nobody could hear me. Throwing me down across one of the round tables, I sobbed. I tried to fight him off. I couldn’t stop him. He held my head down as I sobbed more. He pulled my skirt up.

“Oh, baby, this is going to be so good. I’ve waited so long for you.”

“Drew. This is rape. Please don’t rape me.”

“As soon as my dick is inside you, you will change your mind.”

I hear him unzip his zipper. Fuck. This is going to happen. He removes his hand from me and I push the table over, falling with it. I crawl away as fast as I can. Standing up, I push tables and chairs over as he chases me. As I go to run, he grabs my hair again and pulls me over to another table, banging my head into it.

“Now I’m going to fuck you even harder, you fucking cock tease.”

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