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DW:Three more deep breaths. Okay, Katie let’s revisit the word trapped. Notice how you feel when I say the word trapped. No feeling is wrong, so don’t push it away. Just experience it. Trapped. Trapped. Trapped. Where are you trapped, Katie? What has you trapped, Katie?

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K:I don't know. I don't know. I just feel...trapped. And scared.

Blonnnnng. Blonnnng. Blonnnng.

DW:Then let's use your senses. What do you see Katie?

K:I see...the floor. Just a floor. Beige carpet.

DW:What else? Can you see what is trapping you?

K:No, nuh-uh, it’s dark…I think. And just the floor.

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DW:What do you feel Katie? Not inside. Not emotionally. What do you feel with your hands and your feet and your skin? When I say trapped what do you feel?

K:I…I can’t feel anything. My hands, my hands, my legs I don’t feel them at all. What’s going on? I’m…I’m…I can’t feel anything, I can’t feel anything!

DW:Just breathe Katie. Breathe, you have the power.

K:I can’t feel my hands, oh god I’m scared, this isn't working, why can’t I feel my hands? I don’t want to do this…

DW:You have the power to do this. Just breathe.

K:But I can’t-

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DW:Katie let’s move on. Three deep breaths.

K:But….

DW:Three deep breaths please.

Blonnnnng. Blonnnng. Blonnnng.

DW:Now what do you hear when I say trapped Katie? What sounds do you hear when I say trapped? Breathe and think. Breathe and notice. Trapped. What sounds do you hear when I say trapped?

K:I don’t know…a door…maybe? Like a squeak of a hinge…a handle. I, I, I really don’t know.

DW:What else? What else do you hear?

K:Voices. I think I hear voices.

DW:What are they saying?

K:I don’t…there are too many and it’s all muffled. It’s like too many voices. I can’t make them…out. I can’t make them make sense.

Don’t make assumptions

Breathe

Silly girl

How much?

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