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“But he knows—everyone knows—that you want to paint.”

“Oh God. You don’t think he bought my work to give me some facade of success so I’d dump the winery, do you?”

“Don’t do that. Don’t let him downgrade your success. It’s yours. You own it.”

“Can you do what you do and make sure he didn’t buy those paintings?”

“Yes. I will. But those sales are your sales. You own them, but if I confirm that he owns the hell you just went through, I’m going to ruin that bastard.”

“No,” Faith says. “Don’t ruin him. I don’t need justice. I just need him to go away.”

“Faith—”

“No, Nick. Promise me.”

“I’m not going to make that promise, because it would be a lie.”

“I just want to make this go away.” She grabs my arm and covers my tattoo with her hand. “Revenge: an eye for an eye. That’s you. Not me.” She lets go of my arm. “I’m going to start packing.” She heads out of the kitchen, and I don’t immediately follow.

I text Beck:Bill Winter is trying to get into Faith’s good graces. He’s behind all of this.

Beck:Agreed. I’m working on it.

I inhale and press my hands to the counter, the word murder in my head again. Bill might be trying to get into Faith’s good graces now, but as Abel has always said, once a killer, always a killer. Only I’m not my father. I won’t just cause pain. I’ll draw blood, and I’ll make sure it’s first blood.

And I’ll do it for Faith.

I push off the counter and seek her out, her frustrated groan drawing me toward the front of the house. I find her in the foyer trying to put together one of the boxes we picked up earlier, frustration in her face before she tosses it. “I can’t get the stupid thing together. I’ve been living alone and doing just fine, but now, I cannot get that box together.”

I walk to her and ignore the box, pulling her to me. “Implying that I’ve made you weaker?”

“No. No, that’s not it. I’m sorry.” Her hand goes to my chest. “If anything, your badass-ness has brought out my own.”

“The eye-for-an-eye-revenge thing is a trigger for you. I know that. But he broke laws if he did what we think he did. And if he will go after his own niece, think what he’ll do to others. He deserves to pay.”

“You’re right. But that means justice, not revenge. To me, they’re defined by different intent.”

“You’re right. They are. And I might be brutal, sweetheart, but the law is my bitch, and so are your enemies.”

“I know that. I’m not really upset at you, Nick. I wasn’t even reacting to you. I’m upset to realize my father was someone I didn’t know him to be.”

“His sex life doesn’t change who he was as a man, Faith.”

“A little kinky sex doesn’t. I, of all people, know that.”

“Then what’s bothering you?”

“He played the victim, and that feels like a lie. It’s like I didn’t really know who he was, and that is such a deep betrayal. I don’t want to talk about this anymore. Not before we meet with Kasey. Can you just please help me with the stupid box?”

“Of course.” I kiss her temple, my lips lingering there, because damn it, it’s like she was talking about me. And it feels like she has that kitchen knife in her hand again and she just plunged it in my chest.

Chapter Twenty-Six

Faith

I don’t like who you are here…

Nick’s words play in my head the entire afternoon as we box up my belongings for the move to San Francisco. Namely because there isn’t much to do or that I want to take with me—most certainly not how I act and feel here. All I want are my clothes, shoes, and basic items I use every day. Nick notices, too.

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