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, He was sounding stuffier by the minute. "What's propriety gotten me? I have nothing that's important to me. No husband, no children. I don't even have a job I like."
"You don't like your job?" He sounded both hurt and mystified.
"No, Ethan. I don't like it."
"Why didn't you ever say anything?"
"Because I've been a wimp. It was safer for me to be depressed about my life than make changes."
"Then why did you stay all these years?"
That was one question she couldn't answer honestly. He probably knew anyway that she'd stayed because she was in love with him. "Fear of change. But I'm not afraid any longer."
"Rachel is responsible for this, isn't she?"
"Why do you dislike her so much?"
"Because she's taking advantage of Gabe."
Kristy didn't believe that at all, but Ethan was in no frame of mind to listen to reason. "You're right. Rachel is responsible because she's given me courage. I've never met a woman I admire more. She's living her life on the edge of catastrophe, but she never complains, and she works harder than anyone I know."
"Gabe's made it easy for her. He's given her a job and a car. He lets her stay in Annie's cottage and pays for Edward's day care."
"That's confidential. And Rachel has given Gabe a hundred times what he's given her. It's as if he's come alive since she's been here. He even laughs sometimes."
"His grieving has run its course, that's all. It has nothing to do with her. Nothing!"
Arguing about this with him was hopeless. For some reason, he was determined to be blind and stubborn when it came to Rachel.
His mouth set in a stubborn line. "I'd appreciate it if you'd at least give me the courtesy of two weeks' notice instead of leaving me in the lurch."
He had a point. Quitting like that hadn't been right, no matter what he'd done. She thought about how difficult it would be seeing him every day for the next two weeks. Still, she'd been doing it for eight years. What difference would another two weeks make? And it would be nice to have a paycheck while she looked for a new job. "All right. But only if you keep your nose out of my private life. And my wardrobe."
"I didn't mean to hurt your feelings, Kristy. It was the shock of seeing you look so different."
She rose from the table. "I'm chilly. I'm going back inside now."
"I wish you wouldn't do that."
"Forget the two weeks' notice."
"All right. Sorry. Go on in. You can sit with Gabe and me."
"No. I want to dance."
"I'll dance with you."
"That'll be a big treat." Obviously he thought the only way he could save her from sin was to force himself to dance with her.
"Why are you being so difficult?"
"Because I like it!" Her heart pounded. She was never rude, but she couldn't seem to help it, and the words kept rushing out. "Because I'm tired of twisting my own life in ten directions just to make things easier for other people."
"You mean easier for me."
"I don't want to talk any more."
She brushed past him and headed for the Mountaineer, even though all she wanted now was to go home and be alone.
