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Love Tori
Fuck. She signed it Tori, she knows I hate that nickname, it’s why I always called her Vicky instead. Vicky is a better biker babe name than Tori. Plus, Tori reminded me of when my brother had her.
I place the letter down on the bed and hunch over, placing my head in my hands. I’m going to find her, and when I do, I’m gonna try my hardest to be the man she deserves. I tried to be the man, like Trevor was with her at first, but the temptation of my club, other women, was too much and I couldn’t do it. The first few times felt like shit when I fucked another woman, but I got over it quickly enough. It’s just not in my nature to stay monogamous. Trevor used to give me shit about it. Telling me I should just be like those polygamous people, then maybe I wouldn’t have to fuck around elsewhere, just go on rotation with a different wife every night. That punk thought he was funny.
Getting off the bed I go to the closet and notice the floorboards were lifted. Lifting one end up, I see the box is gone. I should have burned that damn box. She leaves me and takes her memories of Trevor with her. Did she ever want me at all? Or did she only settle because I reminded her of her dead lover.
Fuck this. Pulling out my phone I shoot off a text to Rage -Get everyone to the club, I need to get fucked up tonight.
Tori
Patterson called me about four hours ago, letting me know Carson received the papers. I’m scared how he’s going to react with what I sent him, but I didn’t have a choice. I’m not like Megan, Rage’s Old Lady. She’s strong. Hell, she even volunteers to look after the baby he made with another woman.
I talked to her before I made my final decision and she just told me to get over it. It’s just a part of the life. But I can’t, not when it’s killing me. I want more than being just an Old Lady to a man that runs around with different women all the time. I want to be respected, I want a family. I want to be cherished.
I’ve had a hard relationship with Megan over the years. At first, she seemed okay with me being with Carson, but it quickly changed and she started being pissed I moved on so soon from her son. Pissed I could just forget about the love he and I shared to marry his brother. It took a long while before she got over it, I think she mostly got over it because Rage, her old man, beat the shit out of her.
Megan doesn’t know that I took off. I didn’t tell anyone, just my lawyer, but I didn’t tell him where I was going, just my cell and I gave him a PO Box number to send me things. Even a different name to use, in case Carter tries to find me. And of course, Gavin. He overheard my conversation with Megan before I made my choice, and he told me he would help me out because he also wanted out of the club. Said after the rescue mission to get my cousin and her friends back, he was done. Seeing what Carson did to the bodies of the bad guys made him sick, literally sick. And he was done with it.
My cousin Lilly, who is married to a guy that is part of the Angels Warriors, is going to let me stay with her. When her husband found out who my husband was, they were more than happy to help me hide out. I also know that if Carson had ever known I had a cousin who was part of their former rival MC, he never would have married me in the first place. I made sure he never met my family, only my mother, I even protected Eden from ever getting seen by him.
At this point, I sort of wish he had known, because I wouldn’t have to deal with this heartbreak.
My cousin’s husband’s club used to be the Satan’s Law MC, but once the old President was dethroned everything changed. They now help out abused children. Something that my husband’s MC looks down on, calling them the pussy club.
Although my husband’s club, Untamed Angels, respects what the Warriors do, he says that’s not something an MC should be doing. It’s all about the parties, open roads, pussy and fat bank accounts. I don’t know much about what goes on in the club, but I heard rumors of drugs, guns, and happy ending massage parlors.
Finally at my destination, I take out my new cell and call Lilly. “Hey, it’s me.”
“You make it?” she replies.
“Yeah, just tell me where to go.”
She gives me the directions to her house, and I hang up.
“We almost there?” Gavin asks.
“Yeah, looks about fifteen more minutes,” I tell him as I keep driving. “You sure this is a good idea for you?” I ask him.
“Yeah it is. I’ve been talking with Angel for a few months about this too, letting him know how I feel about it all. Told me I’d have a place in his club if I wanted, especially since they are still looking for a good tracker, and you know I’m the best at that.”
I do know that, from a few conversations with Carson about his club, that’s the one thing he always bragged about. Saying Scraper was better than any cop, FBI, anyone.
“Well, that’s good. I’m also glad I have someone at my back if I need it,” I say, quietly.
“Babe, trust me, I’ll always protect you. Carson doing the shit he did to you…” He trails off just shaking his head.
“Besides being in the club, are you going to work or something?”
“Yeah, all of the members have regular jobs. Angel said I can work at his shop.”
I need work, I’m a teacher, it’s all I’ve ever wanted to do, but until I know Carson won’t come and try to get me back, I can’t do anything like that, otherwise I may as well just call him up myself and tell him where I am.
I focus on the road. This is my new start.
Chapter 3
Hangman
