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Mischief was in her eyes, and I was feeling like I was in trouble. She was going to make me regret my words, much like I was already doing now.
“Dessert?”
“Of course. You don’t expect me to leave before that, do you?”
I obviously did. I would have walked out of there a while ago. As soon as she started talking about needs that I drove her to another man for, I was ready and willing. I wanted her before, but they weren’t dating, and Amber made it like he wasn’t for her. Ding, ding, ding, sounded like I was being called in. I was ready and so damn willing.
“No, of course not. I don’t know what I was thinking…”
Amber grinned. “I have an idea.”
I shook my head and told her that she didn’t. This was what I’d been waiting for and there was no way that I was going to fuck it up again. I was convinced that all I needed was a little bit of time and I would have Amber right where I wanted her. It was hard not to imagine what it would be like with her in my arms, but I was going to have to wait a little bit longer to find out.
Dinner was so long, hauntingly so, and I think Amber was taking pleasure in my misery. She had these innocent eyes and her tanned flesh called to me. Damn it. I wasn’t going to make it. Then, she ordered a souffle that had to be cooked then and there, which took time, more time than I was willing to wait for.
I leaned in at some point, brushing my lips up against hers for a moment. She made a soft sound and then pulled back. I didn’t know if she didn’t know she was so noisy, but I was hopeful that it would get us out of there sooner.
Amber wasn’t as affected as I was and sadly, it was because her needs were being taken care of. Mine weren’t. I was so damn horny that I felt like I was going to explode. I didn’t even care that she was the nanny and I could be imploding everything that’s good in my life. That didn’t matter. The only thing that mattered was that Amber was here now with me and we were finally on the same page. It had taken us a long time to get there, and I was grateful that we were there. It was just going to kill me to wait.
Wait I did though. The restaurant was getting quieter as people left and Amber dragged it out as much as she could. She got a call in the middle of it, but she turned it off. Then, she got several more beeps that were probably text messages. Was that her lover? Was she still going to see him? Why did I have such a feeling of anxiety? Where was the smooth operator that I had always been in the past? I swear, the anticipation of it all was going to kill me. That much was quite clear and no matter how badly I wanted things to be different, I knew that they weren’t.
When we finally left, I waited about as long as it took to walk to the car and get in. That wasn’t very far at all, but there was no way that I could wait any more. Her phone rang again once she got in and I told her explicitly not to answer it.
“You don’t have anything else to say to him. I will be taking care of your needs from now on.”
I felt her tremble in my arms, while I kissed her. I couldn’t touch and taste her like I wanted, not here in the car, but soon.
21
Amber
Frank’s kiss and words set me on fire. I couldn’t believe where the night had ended, us racing back to his house to have our way with each other, something I honestly didn’t think was ever going to happen. It had felt impossible but for a few hours ago. I would have never thought that we would end up this way, that Frank would kiss me again. Never.
He’d parked before he touched me again, but it was nothing like the kiss in the restaurant, or even the kiss that was in the car. This one was a kiss that was starting something that was going to drive me crazy. I could see it in his eyes, and I knew then that I wouldn’t be able to control myself, to control him. I was shaking, in need and desire and the only thing I could do was kiss him back, then hold on for dear life, as he touched me in all the right ways. Frank was trying to drive me crazy, and he was doing a very good job of it, too good.
My body was on fire and then my phone was ringing. He growled at me and pulled away. “Why don’t you turn your phone off? Your boyfriend will have to call back another time. We will talk about when you are getting rid of him soon. For now, though, you’re mine and I am going to need your undivided attention.”
I shook with his words and kissed him back, the desperate way that he was doing it. I was shaking, unable to control it any longer. Did he know what he was doing to me, how he was making me feel? It was too much, really it was.
Finally, we got out of the car, the windows steamed up. I was on fire; Frank was half-dragging me to the house. I had to remind him to be gentle when he pushed me up against the door, not even bothering to open it, making out with me on the porch, for all to see. I winced from the way he slammed his body on mine.
“Sorry, Amber, I am so sorry. I don’t know what I was thinking…”
He started to back up and I asked him not to. I didn’t want him to run away like he had done a bad thing. I wanted him to just be a bit gentler. When I said as much to him, Frank shook his head, talking about how he didn’t know if it was possible or not. Just the idea that it was driving him that crazy made me realize that I was not the only one dying in need. We both were it turned out, him possibly more than me.
“Please don’t stop, Frank. It’s just that my doctor wouldn’t approve of you rough housing.”
Frank grinned and agreed. “Well, what he doesn’t know, won’t hurt him.”
I agreed, waiting for him to open the door, turning off my phone as it rang again. He was right, I needed to give him all of my attention. We both needed it, and it would appear that the outside world was dying to make it all the more complicated.
When we got inside, Frank’s mouth was just as insistent, but it was lighter to the touch, as was the way that he moved me around. I knew that he was fighting desires to take me like we both needed, but I was still recovering, and he was a lot stronger than he let on. His muscles were on full display as he took his shirt off. I played with the short hairs on his chest, while he unzipped my dress and started to caress my back, as his lips devoured my neck.
My whole body was on full-alert and before we could even get to the bedroom, I was stepping out of the dress and toward him with just the underthings and the heels left. I walked past him, Frank’s mouth agape, and I told him that he was going to have to follow me. I knew where I wanted to go and where I wanted us to be. I just didn’t know if my knees would hold me up on the way.
He picked me up, like he knew, my body so close to his and his lips on mine. There was something special about the way that Frank cradled me in his arms. He was holding me like I was the most precious thing and so help me, I was falling even harder. It was scary how much I needed him and how long this had been coming. It was something that I couldn’t stop, needed more than anything. Why couldn’t he see that?
I was put on the bed so softly, like I was going to break. I knew that it was because of what I said, and he was overreacting a bit, but that was okay. I also knew that he was going to lose his cool soon enough. It had been so easy for him to before. It would be the same now, I was sure of it.
