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He lowered me onto the mattress, his hands leaving me for a moment as he fetched a condom, as he slid it on, then came over me on the bed.

There was no hesitation as my legs spread and wrapped around him, pulling him close, but nervousness tap-danced in my belly as I felt his hardness press against my cleft, somehow feeling even bigger as the head of him slid down and pressed against me.

“We can stop,” he said with a tight voice as he looked down at me when I tensed.

“No,” I said, shaking my head as my arms went around him. “I want this,” I added, rocking my hips a little to ease the beginning of the sting. “I want you,” I added, using my hips to pull his against me, making his cock slip a little deeper inside.

Then there was discomfort, even pain, as he stretched me, as he settled deep. But underneath that, was this almost overpowering feeling of rightness, of love, of closeness I knew I would never feel again with anyone else.

“Fuck, Ama,” he groaned as he started to move inside me, trying to be careful, but as far gone as I felt then.

Reaching down between us, I worked my clit as he started to move faster, as his breathing got more and more ragged, driving myself up faster with him, then up and through the orgasm even as he slammed deep and came with my name on his lips.

I cried after.

Not full-on sobbing or anything.

But it was just all… so much at once.

Seeley rolled onto his side, holding my face against his neck as I did so, his fingers sliding up and down my back, then through my hair, almost like he was trying to learn every inch of me, trying to commit me to memory.

At the time, it seemed silly.

Since once we did it once, I planned to keep doing it again. Forever. He would have plenty of time to get to know all my body’s secrets, as I would learn his.

I never felt so happy as I did right then, closed in his arms as I drifted off to sleep, knowing this was the first day of the rest of our lives.

Except… it wasn’t.

I woke up alone.

The space next to me was cool to the touch, like he’d been gone for a while.

I stayed there, happy and a little more sore than I’d anticipated, convinced he’d just run out to get food or more condoms or pack his stuff to head to college with me.

But an hour turned to two.

Then the sun started to rise.

And… nothing.

I sat up off the side of the bed, a strange feeling working its way up my spine, then through my stomach and chest. An uncomfortable, cold sensation that was proving harder to ignore with each passing moment.

Because as I showered and got dressed with still no sign of him, I knew.

He wasn’t coming back.

We’d just… shared that.

And he didn’t ever want to see me again.

The grief was so strong at that moment that it brought me to my knees right there in the kitchen where this all had started the night before… where Seeley had come back to drop the keys to the rental car on the counter where he’d placed me.

It was over.

I wasn’t going to see him again.

We weren’t going to be together.

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