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I leaned forward onto my elbows, spreading my knees, opening myself up for him, desperate for the unrestrained version of him.
“Look at how fucking sexy you are, angel. Bent over, begging for me.”
Bracing his hand on my hip, he pushed himself inside me and we both groaned. I looked up, unable to tear my eyes away as I watched us in the mirror, gasping at how beautiful it looked. How beautiful Tanner looked. His toned, defined body filled the mirror. My eyes were fixated on his tattoos and how they morphed as he moved. His eyes danced with desire and his tousled, damp hair fell over his face. Totally in control, dominating the scene while I stayed bent, awaiting his instructions.
He grabbed my hair, pulling my head, lifting my body backward, so I was upright, pressed against his chest, straddling his lap.
“Are you looking at yourself, angel? Are you seeing what I see? Are you seeing how fucking beautiful you are?”
I didn’t recognize the person I was when I first came on tour with them. My cheeks were flushed, a huge smile spread across my face, my body exposed and on show to this man, and I’d never felt safer.
Tanner dug his fingers into my hips and started to move me up and down his length while he bucked behind me. This strange new angle meant he was so deep, I felt like he was touching my soul. I watched the pleasure dance across both our faces.
“God, you are so hot.”
“Less talking, rock star. Fuck me like you mean it. No holding back.”
He groaned, driving into me with more purpose. His fingers moved to my clit while his other hand tightened on my hip. But I needed more. I was desperate to feel how I did in my dream. I let my head fall back against his shoulder, pulling his hand from my hip, wrapping it around my neck. He stilled.
“Em, I can’t. What if I hurt you?”
“You won’t. I trust you, Tan. I want to see how it feels.”
He nodded, wrapping his grip gently around my neck, thrusting into me again. The harder he pounded, the tighter his hand squeezed my throat. It didn’t hurt, but it restricted the air, so I could still breathe, but only just, and my eyes started to darken from the lack of oxygen.
In the mirror, I could see his cock slamming into me, his huge tattooed hand around my vulnerable throat, his eyes burning with need as he fucked me without restraint. It was all too much, and I came hard, the lack of oxygen making it the best orgasm of them all so far, and to top it off, I got to watch Tanner come behind me in the reflection in the mirror, crying out my name as he exploded inside of me.
Breathless, his chest heaving, he pulled out of me, spinning me around so I was flat on the bed, before he nestled back between my legs.
“Was that okay, Em? I’m sorry if it was too much. I just—”
I silenced him with a kiss. Long, deep, slow. Needing a moment to revel in that mind-blowing sex. When my brain started working again, I spoke, loving that even though he’d just fucked me so hard I would feel it for days, the first thing he needed to know was that I was okay.
“Tanner, stop apologizing. I wanted it. I asked you for it. I loved every second. You have to promise that you will always let go with me. That’s what I want. I want you. All of you. Not the safe version you think I need. That was amazing. I want more of that.”
“But, what if I’m too much? What if you leave?” The vulnerability in his words hung heavily around us.
Wrapping my arms around his waist, I pulled him tight. “Tan, I don’t know what the future holds and this is so new that I won’t make promises I can’t keep, but I won’t leave because you’re being honest about who you are and what you want to do to me in the bedroom.”
“God, there is so much I want to do with you, angel, but for now I need to take off this condom and curl up with you so we can get some sleep.” I watched him get up and walk naked to the bathroom, coming back minutes later, his body making me groan again.
Climbing back into bed next to me and pulling the covers up over us, he nuzzled into my side, his face buried in my neck. “Can I ask you something?” I asked him. “How many other people have you been honest with about what you like?”
“I’m used to taking what I want. Women don’t tend to complain, because of who I am.” I frowned at him, struggling to align Tanner the Cosmic God I’d heard so much about, with the Tanner I’d gotten to know since I joined the tour with the band. “God, that makes me sound like a prick, doesn’t it?” He shook his head before he continued.
I’ve been with a lot of women but I never talk about what turns me on. People will use any bit of information to run to the press and I was already giving them enough stories without getting into my sexual preferences.” He ran his tongue over the shell of my ear and whispered, “Although I want you to know that the idea of tying you up, spanking you, filling your ass with toys… I won’t lie, that stuff makes me hot as hell. The thought of playing and exploring this stuff with you sounds so fucking good it makes me feel like a horny teenager. Is this really what you want? I can do vanilla if that’s what makes you happy, Em.”
I shuddered at the thought of him doing all those things to me, but I was so exhausted all I could do was snuggle in against him.
“I want it all, Tanner. I want to play and explore with you. But for now, I need sleep. Happy Birthday, old man.”
Chapter 18
Tanner
“Hey,birthdayboy,Ineed you to get up. We have somewhere to be,” she whispered before placing a long, soft kiss on my lips. Stretching, I tried to shake off the deep dream I was in and work out where we were and why she was waking me up.
“Too early,” I mumbled as I turned over, trying to go back to sleep.
