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“Then I guess you won’t miss my mouth on your pussy.” He slid his hand down my stomach, cupping me over my panties. “Or my cock buried deep inside you.”
His words sent heat racing to my core. I squeezed my thighs together, even as I pushed away the emotions that swirled inside me.
“And I suppose you won’t miss me,” I whispered, afraid to hear his answer. Afraid to know if this was just about sex for him.
“Of course I will,” he said. “I can’t tell you how much I appreciate everything you’ve done for me and the kids.”
I nodded, holding back tears. It was nice to know I was appreciated, but I wanted to be missed for more than my help around the house or with the kids.
“I’m going to miss your breathless sighs and hushed moans,” he continued, eliciting one of them from me as he dipped his finger beneath my panties.
My heart sank. But I forced myself to shove away my emotions and focus instead on the sensations flitting through my body.
“What if someone sees us?” I asked, a gush of desire spreading through my limbs.
“Mm.” He nipped at my ear as he started rubbing my clit. “I have a feeling you’d like that. Wouldn’t you?”
I spread my legs a little wider, squirming on the chair. I told myself it was wrong, but the idea of someone watching us made it all that much hotter. I moaned, and he clamped his free hand over my mouth.
“Quiet, Elle. Unless you want me to stop.”
My eyes went wide, and I shook my head quickly. I absolutely didnotwant him to stop. Not when he was making figure eights on my clit in the way that drove me crazy.
With one hand still on my clit, he pushed a finger from the other hand into my mouth. I sucked on it like I would his cock—eagerly, hungrily. He groaned. Fuck, the man was hot.
I closed my eyes and leaned my head back against his shoulder. He pushed another finger into my mouth at the same time he found the entrance to my pussy and pushed two fingers inside me. I gasped at the invasion. At the intensity.
“I need you,” he rasped, and I swirled my tongue around his fingers. “I want to feel your tight little pussy wrapped around my cock.”
I nodded, eager for that too. Eager to cement this connection. Desperate to know that I meant something to him. That I was just as much a part of him as he was of me.
“Yes,” I hissed as he dragged his hand down my throat, his touch light. “Yes,” I said again as he continued to strum my body.
My orgasm soon barreled toward me. And then I fell apart in his arms, my entire world bursting with color as waves of pleasure washed over me.
After I’d come down from that high, I slumped in his arms. He held me for a while, finally rubbing my arms. “Come on,” he said. “Let’s go upstairs.”
Apart from the night he’d come back from the Fourth of July celebration, we typically slept in our separate rooms. It was too big a risk to take when the kids were home.
But I didn’t want to be apart. Not tonight. Not ever, if I was being completely honest.
When we reached the top of the stairs, I grabbed his hand and pulled him toward my room. I tugged him inside and closed the door softly behind us. “Stay with me. Please?”
He glanced toward the door, smoothing his hands down my arms. “There’s no lock.”
So I asked, “What if I promise to be quiet?”
“Perhaps.” He pulled my shirt over my head. “But I have to go back to my room before the children wake up.”
“Yes. Agreed.” I tugged on the hem of his shirt, taking my time to undress him. What if I never did this again?
He kissed his way down my neck, distracting me from my task. From my emotions. For the moment, we were the only ones that existed. Us and this room. And our bodies. And the way we felt about each other.
There was no past. There was no future. There was now.
He undressed me, taking his time with me as I had with his shirt. We both knew what this was—goodbye.
Everything he’d said was hot, but it was a reminder of everything he hadn’t said. That he’d missme.And as much as I’d wanted to believe this was about more than sex, I was beginning to realize just how wrong I’d been.
