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“Are you okay?”
There's genuine concern in his eyes, which I find surprising, as he pulls back and looks at me. My skin is burning from a fire within me and I feel myself growing wet. Desire, raw and animalistic, is washing through me in waves and I can't control the tide.
“I'm fine,” my voice is little more than a whisper.
His mouth is on mine again, our tongues swirling in a slow, intimate dance. I feel Aaron's hands on my breasts and my entire body grows tight with both apprehension and desire. He softly cups and kneads my breasts through my shirt, circling my stiff nipples with his thumbs, sending bolts of fire flowing through my veins.
He reaches up and starts to unbutton my blouse, slowly and methodically, his eyes locked onto mine. My breath catches in my throat and my heart is turning somersaults in my chest. My blouse unbuttoned, he opens it up, leans forward, and runs the tip of his tongue from my neck, down to my cleavage. Still cupping one breast in his hand, Aaron reaches deftly behind my back with the other and unsnaps my bra.
I giggle, sitting up so it can slide it off my breasts. Aaron grins, his light blue eyes sending bolts of desire through me, and resumes nibbling and kissing down my breasts. He wraps his arms around me and softly bites down on one hard nipple. A soft moan passes my lips as my body is flooded with sensations I've never known before.
Aaron takes my hand and pulls it down, holding it against his crotch and I grip him through his jeans, feeling his hard cock for the first time – marveling at the length and thickness of it, while at the same time, almost afraid of it. Surely that can't fit inside of me. My eyes widen slightly at the mere thought of it. I bite my bottom lip as I grip him, desire and a sudden sense of need taking hold of my body.
I look him in the eye and feel trepidation lance through me. I've never done anything like this before and my lack of experience is starting to ruin the moment. But Aaron is gentle and gives me a soft smile. He quickly unbuttons his pants and slips them down his hips just enough that his cock springs free.I look at it with wide eyes, and my heart is thundering, but the fire between my thighs is burning out of control.
Aaron takes my hand and has me wrap my slender fingers around the hard shaft of his cock, a quiet moan escaping him as I do. He closes his hand over mine and starts to move them up and down, showing me what he wants me to do. I tighten my grip on his cock, stroking faster, drawing a long groan from him as he leans his head back, eyes closed, a grin of absolute pleasure on his face.
He sits back up and our gazes lock. I can see the desire he's feeling in his eyes. Then I feel his hand sliding up the bare skin of my thigh, sending sparks up my spine. He slips his hand beneath my skirt. I lose the rhythm I had going and stop stroking him as he touches me through panties that are soaked through. I close my eyes, my body trembling as I feel his fingers slip into my panties, then start to slide up and down, igniting the wet center of me.
I'm trembling hard, both with the anticipation of what's happening and also the fear of it. I cry out, my entire body tingling and electric as he drives a finger into me. He reaches out with his other hand and grabs hold of mine, making me start stroking him again.
Aaron draws in a sharp breath as I bite his shoulder. The sensations rocking me as he moves his fingers inside of me are overwhelming. I never knew what to expect to feel, but I can't say it was ever this. I can't explain it, but it feels amazing in ways I can't describe. And yet, there is a shadow lurking behind it all. One that's holding me back from giving myself over completely. I try to shut it out for the moment, focusing instead on what he's making me feel.
I grip his cock tighter and feel his body stiffening beneath my touch. Having his body respond to me like this gives me a rush of power I've never known before. The feeling mixes with my pleasure, sending unfamiliar sensations running through me. It’s dangerous, yet – exciting. And what excites me even more is knowing that even though I'm at Aaron's mercy, he's at mine as well.
I call out his name, my body stiffening even more as he adds a second finger and drives them both even deeper into me. I press my mouth to his, stifling my cries as my entire body shakes. Warmth explodes over every nerve ending and I feel a pressure building up inside of me.
I grip his cock even harder, jerking him faster. I know I'm reaching the peak. One last, hard thrust pushes me over the edge. I throw my head back and cry out, and my orgasm comes crashing down on me, a powerful cascade of sensation that seems to have stripped me of my ability to speak and breathe for a moment.
Slowly, I start to come back to myself. My head starts to clear, and my breathing starts to slow – although my heart is still racing like I just ran a marathon. I look into Aaron's eyes and see the desire in them.
The look in his eyes of pure lust is one of the hottest, sexiest things I've ever seen. It spins my mind around like a tornado. I came into this date tonight determined that I wasn't going to have sex with him. In fact, I vowed that I wouldn't have sex with him for a very long time. But now, the rational part of my brain seems to have short-circuited. All I want in that moment is to have his cock inside of me.
After holding onto my virginity for so long, waiting for the right man to give it to, I might be ready. All I have to do is say the word. As his gaze holds me every bit as firmly as his arms, I feel something inside of me shift. It feels like a door being unlocked and swinging inward, setting loose a frenzied torrent of lust and passion – things I've denied myself for so long.
As if sensing my desire, Aaron starts to push me back. I can't believe it. This is it. I'm going to lose my virginity to him.
He pulls his wallet out of his pocket and slips a condom out. Dropping the wallet to the floor, I watch as he tears the package open. I feel a slight ripple of fear as I watch him roll the rubber down his long, thick cock, wondering if it's going to hurt when he finally enters me for the first time.
As he gently parts my thighs and positions himself between them though, that shadow in the back of my head rises up again and infuses me with a strength I haven't had all night – as well as a certainty that I'm not ready just yet.
“Wait,” I say.
“Are you okay?” he asks.
I nod. “Yeah, I just – give me a moment,” I stutter. “I mean, I want to. I really want to. I just – ”
“Emily?” His voice is gentle and kind. “We don't have to go any further if –”
“I – I want to,” I whisper. “You're my first, though.”
His smile is compassionate and sincere. It doesn't dim the light of desire in his eyes like I feared it might. Some guys are really into virgins, others aren't. In fact, some are really turned off by the idea of being somebody's first. I guess there's a fear there or something. I don't know. All I know and care about is that Aaron doesn't seem fazed by it.
“Are you sure, Emily? I don't want you to do anything until you're ready, Emily,” he says.
I look into his eyes and although he's frustrated, I can see the sincerity in his eyes. He really is okay with waiting. But I don’t want to wait anymore. I’ve waited nineteen years to give my virginity to a man, and I’m well beyond ready to get on with it. And somehow, for reasons I still don’t understand and have no interest in trying to understand right now– that man is Aaron Steel.
“Yes, I'm sure Aaron,” I tell him in my strongest, firmest tone. “I want this. I want it right now.”
