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“Of course, I do. You’re the one who wanted to leave me.”
“You’re the one who wanted to have some space.”
He bites those words out, still angry so I nip at his chin. “You were just inside of me, Finn. I don’t know how much closer you want us to get. Want to skin me and wear me as a jacket?”
“Jesus.”
“Want me to jack off into a cup and you can drink my cum each morning?”
He shuts me up with a kiss, setting me onto the shower chair and turning on the ice-cold water without warning me.
I jerk, a loud yelp escaping me and that asshole just laughs.
Probably getting me back for earlier. For trying to separate myself from him.
But Finn makes it up to me by climbing inside the shower once the water is warm and washing me tenderly, his big hands sliding soap across my skin until I’m melting against him.
This, here.
This is what I want.
twenty
FOUR YEARS AGO
FINN
“Guess what?”Landon says flopping onto my bed, a wide grin on his face.
I’ve been living with the Lewis’ for the past two years and I couldn’t be happier. I don’t even miss my dad and I’m not sure he misses me all that much either. He makes the occasional call and has been out to visit me once, but other than that, I’m content. I’m never moving away from Landon and his family again.
In fact, when this summer is over, I’m starting at UC Berkeley with Logan, which is about a two-hour drive away. I’m going to study computer science, whatever the fuck that means.
I’m hoping Landon picks the same school as me when he graduates next year, but it looks like UC Santa Cruz—the university nearest home—will offer him a spot on the track team and a really good scholarship. They’ve been eyeing him for months now and I don’t blame him for considering it. And they have a great human biology program there.
God, to be parted from him.
I can’t bear to think about it.
“What?” I ask, setting my book down and facing him. He looks so pretty today, his shaggy hair tousled, his t-shirt just tight enough that it shows off the muscles in his chest, and those long legs…those fucking legs that I have envisioned wrapped around me almost every night, are crossed in front of him.
Landon waggles his eyebrows and then lowers his voice. “I lost my virginity today…”
My entire body freezes as I watch his mouth move because I knew this has been coming. But fuck if it doesn’thurt.God, it stings.
“What’s that look for?” he asks, poking me in the side.
I clear my throat, shaking myself out of the fog I’m currently slinking through. I rub at my chest and shrug.
“Nothing, just some heartburn or something. I’m…uh, happy for you.”
Landon’s brows scrunch and he watches me intently for a minute before scooting closer.
“You sure?’
“Yeah, totally.”
He wets his mouth and then scoots a little closer until he’s nearly on top of me. Fuck, to have him crawl onto my lap. To have him press his lips against mine.
