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Goosebumps flow down my arms and the heat burrows itself in the pit of my stomach.
“I’m hot,” I moan out into the air and then my eyes open wide, realizing what I said. Sebastian could tease me, taunt me for being hot and cold, but all he does is kiss lower and lower, fueling the fire that licks over my body.
By the time his stubble is tickling my inner thighs, my hands are on his shoulders, my blunt nails digging into his skin. I’m at war with myself, not knowing if I want to push him down that last inch or push him away for fear of being inadequate.
A single languid lick from my entrance to my clit has my back bowing.
Sebastian chuckles and the vibrations nearly send me over. My cheeks are hot with embarrassment, but the threat of pushing me over so soon is looming larger and more aggressively than anything else I could feel.
His tongue flicks my clit and again I buck my hips, but his hands are already there, pushing me down and keeping me in place. Panting, I struggle to breathe and to know where to put my hands. So, I grab the sheets and fist them as he sucks my clit and massages it with his tongue.
My toes curl and a strangled sound is forced from me. With my eyes closed, I don’t see him, but I feel all of him. He shoves his fingers inside of me and a pool of desire ignites in my core when he does it, forcing my back to arch and sending waves of heat through my body that feel uncontained.
With his mouth on my clit and his fingers inside me, I scream out his name from the pleasure that rolls through me. I push myself into his face shamelessly.
He finger fucks me brutally and doesn’t let up on either ministration until I’m biting down on my lip hard enough to hurt and cumming on his hand.
The paralyzing pleasure rolls through me in waves like a vengeful tide, taking from me ruthlessly. I can’t breathe or even move as he leaves kisses along my curves and guides the head of his dick to my entrance.
The battering ram in my chest is at it again and I force my head to turn, to look him in the eyes and nearly tell him.
But his eyes are filled with shades of blue so bright, so filled with the frenzy of passion, that even if I could stop him at this moment, I wouldn’t. I won’t take this from him. He was meant to have me. And this is how he wanted me.
“I want to feel you,” he says, and his plea is a deep rumble of desire. He nudges the tip of his nose against mine. “No condom?” he asks.
No words come to me, so I simply nod my head and kiss him, eager to feel him too.
His large body is hot against mine and I shut my eyes as I’m inundated with emotion as he hovers over me, but without my eyes on him, he growls. It sounds like a growl. Deep and low in his chest, primal and threatening.
My eyes whip back to him and he crashes his lips to mine. With a gasp, I open for him and he uses that moment to spread my legs wider, nestling his hips between my legs and pushing himself inside of me just slightly.
I’m overwhelmed. Unable to come back from the high of my pleasure, from the high of knowing Sebastian wants me, and from the all-consuming kiss that he devours me with, I’m completely at his mercy.
I brace myself, ready for him to shove himself inside of me in one swift stroke. For him to tear through me and take me how I’ve always wanted him to, but as his heart slams against his chest and in tandem with mine, he pulls away from our kiss and nudges the tip of his nose against mine once again. My lashes flutter open and I stare into his gaze as he slowly pushes himself into me.
His lips are parted, and they widen just slightly as he lets out a deep breath and moves deeper inside of me.
I can’t help that my lips part as well, that they form an O as he stretches me and the sharp pain of it mixes with the sweet, lingering pleasure. As he rocks out of me and then back in, he mutters with his eyes closed, “You’re so tight,” and I don’t know what to say.
I should tell him, but I don’t. I don’t want to change anything.
“Take me,” I beg him in a whispered plea and reach up to grab his shoulders while wrapping my legs around his hips.
I wasn’t prepared for him to slam inside of me. For him to lower his lips to the crook of my neck as he fills me completely and stretches me beyond what I can handle. He groans a deep masculine sound of satisfaction as he tears through me, breathing me in and taking my virginity in a single movement. The pain makes me close my eyes tightly, it makes me tense and dig my heels into his ass. I feel hot and full, and it’s too much. It hurts. Fuck, it hurts. It’s more than I can handle.
But with my teeth clenched and no words spoken, Sebastian moves out of me slowly, giving me slight relief. It only lasts for a split second before he savagely slams back into me. My eyes close tight and I bite down on my lip to keep from screaming.
Again, and again, he thrusts, each time picking up his pace and each time the pain mixes with pleasure.
Each time I think it’s too much, but every time he pulls away, no matter how briefly, it feels like a loss. I want this, I want him. I want more.
The bliss that thrills every nerve ending is caught in a vise. I can’t control how my body begs for more, but it simultaneously wants to push him away.
It hurts.
It fucking hurts.
But it feels so good, it feels like everything I’ve ever wanted.
