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She pulls back, staring into my eyes, switching back and forth between them. I’m not sure what she’s looking for.
“Anna-”
“You’re hungry. This is how you feed. It’s why your powers didn’t work today. You’re here to feed off me,” She says it all deadpan. There’s no emotion on her face as she looks at me, but somehow, I know I’ve hurt her.
“Anna, no-” I try again, but she just pulls away from me.
“Please leave. Go feed on someone else. I’m not interested in being a meal.”
It’s like a dagger to my chest. I wouldn’t be surprised to look down and see I’m bleeding all over her bed.
Slowly, I lift myself off the mattress and move away from her.
I need to try and explain myself again. That wasn’t what this was. Except, it was, wasn’t it? Felix convinced me to come feed from her. It doesn’t matter that I have feelings for her or that she’s my mate. I wouldn’t have come in here if I wasn’t starving.
I move towards the door, glancing back one more time to see her lying on her side facing away from me.
I softly shut the door behind me before I lose it. I utterly and completely lose it.
I storm to my room, slam the door, and just start throwing things. Anything in sight is chucked across the room. I punch the wall, shred the sheets, and tip over the dresser.
When that’s not enough, I change into my incubus form. My tail snakes around the room, crashing into things. I throw a lamp across the room, listening for the satisfying crash.
I roar when my insides feel like they’re bursting out of my body.
The door crashes open. Felix stands there wide-eyed as he surveys the damage.
“You!” I growl, pointing at him.
He throws his hands up in defense. “What’s going on, Griff?”
“You told me to go to her! You said I should feed, and now she hates me! I’ve hurt her, and it’s not only my fault. It’s yours too.”
I blast him with my pheromones, intending to weaken him. It works for a second, his knees crashing to the floor before my body gives out on me. I collapse into a heap on the ground, unable to even hold myself up.
Felix rises off the floor, rushing towards me. There’s only concern, no anger and I hate it. But I’m too weak to even speak. I’ve hit my limit, and I’m only left with my thoughts.
Thoughts of hurting Anna. Of using her. Proving my worst fear that my mate will only see me as sex.
Felix shakes me, but it does nothing. He shouts at the top of his lungs, “Anna!”
She comes running into the room, gasping when she sees me sprawled on the floor. A quick glance shows her the damage to the room, but it doesn’t stop her from rushing to my side.
“What’s wrong?” Her voice cracks.
“He’s starving Anna. He needs to feed,” Felix answers.
Her eyes widen and fill with guilt. I hate it. I don’t want her to feel guilty. I want her to leave me here to suffer like I deserve.
Felix pulls her eyes away from me to stare at him.
“What do we do? Should I kiss him? Oh my God. If I had known he was like this, I wouldn’t have stopped him.”
Great. She pities me. She would have fucked me out of obligation. I don’t want her to kiss me like this. I don’t want her to see me like this.
Still, I can’t say anything.
“No, he wouldn’t want you to kiss him right now.” At least Felix knows me. “We should kiss. He can feed off of us.”
