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I can’t let her run away from the issue at hand.
“Aunt Vera, I really need help. I need you to sneak me a pregnancy test as soon as you can. Can you please do that?” I ask as tears finally begin to fill my eyes. At least maybe now I’ll get some relief from all of these pent-up, relentless emotions.
“Yes, of course, I will leave the test at a secret location on your property at eight PM tonight. I will text you the location, but nothing else. Please try to remain calm, or your sanity will snap and you’ll become like my sister.”
I breathe a sigh of relative relief. I have a feeling that this issue is far from resolved, but I need to take this an hour at a time unless I want to let it consume me.
“Okay, thank you so much. I don’t know how to thank you,” I reply.
“You don’t need to worry about it. I would do anything for Vivka’s child. Not Remi’s, but Vivka’s, yes,” she says, her voice returning to her scathing, sarcastic self.
We end the call, and I curl up into the fetal position on my bed, holding my knees to my chest.How ironic, this is the position I was in when Dominik ate my pussy.
Fantasizing about him feels so inappropriate right now, but the stress of this whole ordeal, combined with our lack of intimacy, has me squirming just at the thought of him.
I’ve heard of some women orgasming from the pure chemical intensity of stress, but it’s never happened to me before. That kind of thing happens to women studying to be doctors or lawyers.
But it might give me just a tiny reprieve from the endless chaos that is my life.
I sneak my hand down into my shorts, playing with my smooth, fleshy vulva before I slip my fingers between my lips.
After a moment of rubbing as I have been incessantly for the last week, I realize that I’ve somewhat desensitized myself to this kind of stimulation.
Fuck.
What can I do?
I’ve heard of women grinding their clit against a hard surface or a pillow, but I’ve always thought that was too depraved for me. I really used to think that I was so far above other women who had allowed sex to become such a strong focal point in their lives, but here I am right alongside them.
Glancing around my room, I search for something that could help me cum fast before Dominik comes to check on me. When my search turns up nothing noteworthy, I look reluctantly at the pillows arranged meticulously along my headboard.
Am I actually going to do this?
Maybe under other circumstances I would be more reserved, even disgusted with myself for considering it. But right now, the stress relief is essential, and it’s not like I can take anything to calm me down if I’m pregnant. If I’m carrying Dominik’s baby, I want it to be safe and healthy.
With a combination of curiosity and reluctance, I grab one of the smaller pillows, laying it flat on my mattress and mounting it.
I wasn’t even on top of Dominik either time we had sex, so the mental visual isn’t there. Fortunately, I’m so turned on by the unfamiliarity and potential to get caught that I’m able to relax a little and let myself imagine him underneath me.
I close my eyes, grinding slowly into the pillow as I picture him holding onto my hips. In my fantasy, it’s the middle of the night, and he’s awoken me for sex. He justneedsto have me right now, and the world around us doesn’t matter. Knowing how badly he wants me is all that matters.
The sensation is a little foreign at first, but eventually I’m able to get a rhythm going where I can feel the pressure creating waves of subtle pleasure between my legs. I feel a little guilty and shameful as well, being unable to control my urges like this. The shame flutters in my belly, heightening the sweet warmth that’s started to spread throughout my whole pussy.
I focus hard on Dominik’s face in my mind, picturing how his eyes would roll back in ecstasy as he felt my pussy slide up and down on his cock. Maybe it would even hurt a little still, years later, but I would learn to love the pain. The way he stretches me feels incredible when he’s all the way inside of me. I’d love to just stop for a moment and feel his cock throbbing uncontrollably as he holds himself back from cumming.
I’m surprised by how quickly my body is reacting to my fantasy, as well as the pressure below me. I’m hungry for more, wishing with all my heart that he was actually here, bouncing me up and down on his dick until he was satisfied.
My panties are getting wet now, and it’s getting harder to predict when I’ll cum. I thought I would be able to hold off a little and really explore this feeling, but I’m climbing towards orgasm much faster than I expected or thought possible.
As my breathing grows desperate, I remember how sweet the wrongness of our first time was. I allowed him to take my virginity so violently, like I was destined to be a whore from the beginning.
Before I can organize my thoughts into the best possible fantasy to cum to, I hear footsteps approaching from the stairs.
Fuck!
Now I need to make myself cum before Dominik walks in, or he’ll know that I was up to something.
The urgency and risk compound my desperation, and the pressure builds as my pussy throbs inside my soaking wet panties.
