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"Because you do."
She kissed me again, harder this time.
"You matter to me, Joey Lynch."
"I shouldn’t," I strangled out, forcing my body remain rigid and not fold into her like a huge part of me wanted to.
"And yet you still do," she whispered, knotting her fingers in my hair. "And what's more is that I matter to you, too." She smiled. "And it scares the hell out of you."
"You don't mean shit to me," I desperately tried to convince the both of us, as my chest heaved. "I don’t care about you, Molloy. I never have and I never will."
"You're a terrible liar," was all she replied before crushing her lips to mine.
My words were swallowed up when she pressed her lips to mine, and I didn’t even try to resist her this time. I couldn’t if I wanted to.
She ran her hands through my hair, and I was thoroughly fucked.
She gently held on to my hips, drawing me closer, as her tongue slid into my mouth.
She was just so fucking sexy.
My hands shot out of their own accord, cupping her rosy cheeks, as I kissed her back with a tenderness that I didn’t know I possessed.
No one had ever touched me with this level of affection before.
I could feel how much Molloy cared, it was emanating from her lips, and that made me want to do better, be better, straighten my shit out and be the fella she deserved.
“You need to run.”
She shook her head. “I don’t run.”
“Run,” I desperately urged. “Run, Molloy.”
“I’m staying right here,” she whispered. “With you.”
“Molloy.”
“I know who you are,” she whispered against my lips, taking the lead when I physically couldn’t in the moment.
I wasn’t seeing straight, couldn’t fucking think straight, as a concoction of God only knew what floated through my veins, and yet there she was, crystal clear in front of me, making the rest of the haze, of the whole fucking world, just fade away.
“The quintessential lost boy.” Her lips grazed mine as she spoke. “Don’t worry, Peter Pan, I’ll be your Wendy.”
I kissed her.
Shouldn’t have done it, knew it was a terrible fucking idea, but still, that didn’t stop me. Knowing how jinxed I was couldn’t change my mind anymore, either.
I was just too fucking weak to resist the girl a second longer.
Shivering against my will, I let her control me, gave her the power to hurt me worse than my family ever could.
When she kissed me like that, I couldn’t take the vulnerable way it exposed me. Like a sheep baring its neck to a wolf, I went willingly, giving it all up to her, knowing that she could hurt me beyond repair.
Oh Jesus.
It was bad.
It was dangerous.
