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It was purely physical. I wasn’t growing attached to Abby. I shouldn’t. Not when she’d been clear she wasn’t looking for anything serious, and I always had to be ready to move if Brody needed me to.
I would take a cue from Abby and enjoy whatever we had while we had it. I bit my lips as she clamped around my dick. She was perfect for me.
I tweaked her nipples as she moved faster. Her head tipped back, and her lips parted when she went over that time. I thrust from underneath her, wanting to extend her waves of pleasure. When I sensed she was coming down, I flipped us so that she was on her knees on the bed. I lifted her hips so that they were higher than her shoulders and slid back inside.
Being with her was like heaven, like nothing I’d ever felt before. I never wanted to stop. I paused a few times, forcing myself to hold still. I didn’t want to let go. I didn’t want to experience the pleasure because when it was over, our time together would be, too.
Brody would be home soon, which meant I needed to go, too.
Abby glanced over her shoulder at me, her brow slightly raised.
I leaned over her, covering her back with my chest. I kissed her skin, reassuring her I was in the moment with her. The position was more intense. I was deeper. Her pussy clamped down harder around me.
That time when I went over, we fell to the bed, me spooning her from behind. I needed to get up and take care of the condom, but I didn’t want to.
I didn’t want to leave the warmth of her body.
“Are you okay?” Abby asked, her eyes closed.
“Never been better.” And it was the truth. I’d never felt anything like being with Abby.
She shifted on the bed until she was facing me and touched my cheek. It felt far too intimate for our arrangement. “I need to get up,” she whispered.
I kissed her forehead. “Me too.”
“The boys will be home soon.”
My heart clenched. “I know.”
What if we lived in the same place and the boys were coming up to us? A draft of cold air drifted over my skin. I hated that our time together was so limited.
She angled her face toward me.
I kissed her softly, like I was sipping a fine wine. I could so easily sink into her and get lost. She was so easy to love. The problem was, she was prickly about receiving it.
I’d need to be patient with her. Bide my time until she realized there was more between us than rules and guidelines. With one last kiss, I got out of bed, then moved around the room, putting on my clothes. She tracked me with her gaze, unmoving.
“You all right?” I didn’t usually leave a woman after sex, but we didn’t have a choice.
She nodded, not speaking.
I moved to her side of the bed and crouched to her level. “I need to get home before the bus.”
I wasn’t sure if she was okay with the arrangement. If maybe she felt too much like I had.
“You should go.”
I kissed her softly, then did as she asked. We’d talked about what it would be before we’d engaged, so there was no need to set it out again. I didn’t feel quite right leaving, but I had to. Brody needed me, and Hunter needed her.
Our lives didn’t mesh. Our boys couldn’t handle any more upheaval or disappointments. They needed us to be their stability, their rock.
I got where Abby was coming from because I was in a similar place. The only difference was I hadn’t been hurt by a woman because I never let myself get close.
I wasn’t used to having feelings for anyone. That was why it felt like too much, too soon while she was seemingly unaffected. I needed to be strong if I was going to survive our arrangement.
Seventeen
ABBY
