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“Beast…” I could hear my own words slurring. My tongue was heavy and I couldn’t focus.
“Yes?” He didn’t miss a beat.
“I’m sorry…” The words came out just before I faded completely.
* * *
I barely remember crawling into the bedroom and up into bed. Not because I wasn’t permitted to walk, but because my legs wouldn’t allow me to stand. Beni followed behind me. Don’t you know he held that damn belt that was still around my neck?
Once in bed, he cleaned me before he settled next to me. He pulled me into his arms, but I couldn’t shake the chill that worked its way up my spine. Blankets covered me, his warmth settled closer, and he kissed my bare shoulder before covering me up. Spent.
“What were you sorry about?” He asked.
“Hmm?”
“You told me you were sorry before you flew for me.”
“I didn’t fly.” I giggled.
“Fuck if you didn’t. It was beautiful. You were amazing. Thank you.”
“For?”
“Tonight. A special gift, and I’m thankful.”
I hid my head, trying to hide my blushing cheeks.
“Don’t hide from me. Besides, it’s not as if I haven’t seen it all, anyway.”
I groaned at the truth. “Yes, Beast.”
“Now, what were you sorry for?” He asked again.
“I could feel myself fading. You told me that I’d have to beg for that orgasm, but I couldn’t anymore. My mind was too sluggish to keep up. Too mushy for me to find the words that you wanted me to say. I didn’t want to disappoint you. I wanted to do as you asked.”
“You were perfect. Besides, you’d begged me with that sweet body of yours. Non-verbal cues work too. Fucking beautiful you were. Mhm… you were a good girl for me.”
I giggled. “You said that already.” I couldn’t help but beam.
“And I’ll say it again if I want. Since when do you dictate what I say or do?”
I shook my head slowly, knowing the answer easily. “Never.”
That was the entire purpose of this thing between us. When we played, he was in charge. No questions asked. The safety, because I didn’t have to worry about a thing when he ruled, was how I could let go and feel so deeply. We did things his way. And so far, it’s been the greatest thing. I knew I was falling for Beni and there wasn’t a damn thing I could do about it.
“Sleep. I need you rested and ready.” He pulled me closer, and I snuggled right in.
“Ready?” I looked up at him, completely confused. Ready for what?
“Yes. I told you I wasn’t done with you yet.” And he was serious.
I blinked and tried to fathom how much more he could do. My body was trying to figure out how to function again and he was talking about more. A nap wouldn’t get me back to being fully functional. I sighed in defeat. It didn’t matter. I knew that I’d be primed and ready for whatever he needed. His needs always fueled my desire to please. When he was ready to exercise that power, his right, I’d be ready for him.
“Yes, Beast. Will you ever be?” I meant it to come out smart and sassy, but another part of me was nervous about his answer.
“Not in a million lifetimes.” He kissed my lips and held on with a fierceness that set my soul at ease.
And there was nothing more to say. I was all his.
